-Abysmal_Despair-

2009-11-15T01:29:00.003+08:00

Hate this lifestyle of mine.

Hope it gets better.

No.

I want it to be better!.

And the Season of the year when, I'm gonna spend the most money on, is coming REALLY SOON.

I want my pay to be BIG!

(:

Gonna Work my ASS OFF, Study my ASS OFF.
I better have the freaking mood to do my SCHOOL WORK.
Cause there's other things that still bothers me, and
what bothers me the most is, being BOTHERED.

Whats ALSO bothering me? Is not being able to do my SCHOOL WORK, cuz I'm being BOTHERED.

Fuck this phase of life.

I want this YEAR to quickly PASS BY.

2010, HERE I COME!

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Why Do I,

feel so Lost?

:0

2009-11-13T02:24:00.002+08:00

Wow.

Imagine.

Your friend hooked up with the girl/guy u like.
When he/she clearly KNOWS u like her/him.

thts fked up.

That's a very ignorant/selfish/childish act.

I never did that to any of my friends.
I refrain from getting close or to have feelings with to any of the girls that my good/close friends likes. Texting/chatting wise, i don't show interest.

Good thing my CLOSE friends aren't that way. They're matured and understanding enough.

Never, ever do that to ur close friends especially.
You'll be losing MORE than what u GAIN.

Don't be a bastard.

Think, before u make any move.

Please.

-- and Fuck u all who ever does this.
Fuck you and wake up.

Before u lose everything else.

2009-11-10T02:56:00.004+08:00

okay, i guess im gonna blog before i sleep.

really need to get things out of my head.

I guess i may seem like someone who isnt initiative.
Yeah, but i have my reasons.

No money? hahahha.

Money bothers me.

No money, how to go out? AMIRITE?

Right now, i'm just gonna concentrate on my "My Studies. My Work. My Guitar. My Band. My Gyming. My Diet. My Sleeping Habits." to IMPROVE myself... so i will NEVER EVER feel fcuked up when i get hurt. cuz i will know that, Through all these hard work, comes rewards. And these rewards diverts ur mind away from ur hurt, cuz u KNOW that u are someone BETTER NOW. I know it. Believe it, and you'll know whats coming for u.

I've BEEN THERE.

I reallllly wanna break away from the world for awhile.. and actually have NO DISTRACTION to prevent me from what i wanna accomplish in these 2 months before my 19th birthday.

Maybe i would turn u guys down for an outing, so im going to apologize to u all now, if i may not reply u or wat. Unless u're talking about JOBS i will reply. HAHA.

so yea..
I really kinda hate my situation now, but i wanna CHANGE IT. now its the time..

Be right back in blogging, in about, 1-2 months ?. See how much i can do within that time span. haha. and i'll update u what has changed. to those 1 or 2 readers that actually READS my blog. haha.

alright

Bye people!. (:

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wow. cant sleep.

Thinking ALOT.

and i did something totally fucking RANDOM just now. at around 4am.

I Jogged 9.8km in 1hr 5minutes +

i felt like NO KICK man. hahahaha.

not to haolian or wat la.

but in the end i still feel tired la of cos haha.

ok. 2 hours of sleep left.

gtg!

2009-11-03T02:52:00.002+08:00

I dont know whether to feel Pissed about it, Sad about it, or Happy about it.

I seriously don't know.

Fuck this lame shit.

2009-11-02T02:45:00.000+08:00

one HELL OF A NIGHT!

HALLOWEEN!. (Sat)

and now,

back to school tmr.

...

2009-10-29T20:49:00.002+08:00

Thursday, is declared the most fucked up day of the week.

5 hours of being taught by the teacher i hate most.
And that's all the day has for me.

good game.

Fuck.

2009-10-26T20:04:00.002+08:00

had a 3 hour class today.

Module: Character Animation.

not bad man, I'm A LITTLE Inspired.

haha its quite cool. but i know its gonna be fking hard to do.

anyway.

I just wanna say,

I believe, ANYONE can change.
It's whether they have the HEART to do it, and the CONSTANT effort u put in.

I speak for myself,

I was once a Lazy ass bastard, I was once Fat, I was once a quiet person, I was someone who didn't dare to speak his mind, I was once playing games everyday like 12 hours straight.

But I changed all that.. Though Im still quite lazy, but i have my reasons.

Right now, I'm working on getting more money, getting fitter, losing fats, Improving my image, trying hard not to offend anyone, Doing my best to know when to STOP and when to START, trying my best not to irritate anyone, and someone that everyone Likes to be with HAHA.

Well, i know, u gotta be YOURSELF. But being YOURSELF, sometimes it doesn't work, all ur bad habits, don't you wanna change it ? What about ur image, don't u wanna change it as well (unless u alrdy love urself)? Its For ur future BENEFITS!. Think of the future, and work on the present for it. You can't just live in the world and taking in everything that comes to u while ur doing nothing about it, that wouldn't make Life WORTHWHILE. It's... boring =x.

I was once, doing all that, just go with the flow and all. It's making u into someone not INITIATIVE, u need the INITIATIVE-NESS to get you u places, to get u where u want in life. Don't just sit there and let people slap u and accept it as a FATE. Find out WHY, and change that part of u, but den again u urself must have ur OWN PRINCIPALS to follow, so it would be REASONABLE to change urself into someone BETTER.

Somethings u can't change, and i too believe that as well. But u would never know that it wudnt change unless u've tried it countless of times.

My time management is fcuked up too, I used to be late for class almost everyday. Still working on it lol.
I set my time to, waking up 2hours before class starts, even thou my school is so fcuking near my house (I live in Bishan, my School is at AMK/YCK). So its like,

FOR EXAMPLE:

My class starts at 12pm, 1200.

So i wake up at 10am.
1000: I wake up, on the Heater, On the water boiler, On the computer(lol), Brush my teeth.
1015: Use the computer, on ma' MUSIC! Use it for awhile to let the heater Heat up my Shower, pour myself some Tea/Coffee.
1030: BATHE.
1040: Blow Dry my hair, put ma' fking toner and moisturizer on my face cuz of my pimples :X.
1050 - 1100: Choose my clothes properly, something presentable, and Iron them.
1115: Wear my clothes, Do my hair.
1130: Off the Heater, Off the Computer, Put my empty cup in the sink and wash it, Take my bag, Close the windows, Last look in the mirror(lol) and leave the house.
1135 - 1145: I reached the bus stop, My bus Comes around that timing, and VUOLA!
1200: Comes into class, with NO SWEAT.

(:

But sometimes, cuz of my Laziness, Im about 15-20 minutes late for class, cuz i SNOOZE MY ALARM. Don't do that people!

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Morale of the story:

Don't just sit there, DO something with your life.
Even if it means doing it BY YOURSELF.

-This message is not directed to anyone in particular,
-Its just some thoughts I came up with, no Offense to anyone ^^.

hai, guess thats it,

PEACE!

2009-10-24T06:18:00.005+08:00

wow.. what a week. or shud i say, what a life i had for the past few months.

I guess it's really time to move on.

But den again, i dont have the money to. Lol.

Asking shah to help me ask his manager for an interview for me HAHA, so i can work on weekends!. But damn he keeps forgetting. Reminded him 4 times alrdy, and he keeps saying the same thing 3 times. "Oh yeah i forget, okay okay i'll ask him at work" haha.

faster la shah.

I'll owe u one dude.

lol, thats how we roll!

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been really moody these days.
Don't know what has gotten into me.

Not that I'm regretting what i have did..
I guess I'm regretting what i haven't done.

Things just dont go my way these days, fked up timings.
I need money, and new fcuking brain to stop thinking about negative stuff, and things i shouldn't even CARE about.

fcuk it man, its fcuking up my life, I know it, yes I do, but I'm a glutton for sadness. But at the same time I don't wanna feel this way.

I need a new *, to start off again.
A better experience, to cover it all up.
So that in the future, when u think back about it, u wud think that hey, tht was nothing compared to NOW.

I also need to have the mood to do what i have always wanted to accomplish, or to continue.

Like my guitar!. Damn i havent learn our band's new jamming song yet..
NO MOOD. Lol. and lots of other stuff like GYMing, get my fking body ripped and nice. HAHA. Seriously man, I needa get my life back on track and accelerate to wherever I CAN.

I need Coffee and Redbull in Life.

to keep me awake, and keep me going. I don't wanna stop Improving. Anymore.

-What i say here, explains itself.
Don't assume the rest.

Peace out!

2009-09-18T17:18:00.002+08:00

hmm wow.

I got so mny things to buy.

Presents.
Dye my hair.
Buy Geek specs.
Buy Nike Dunk High-cut shoes
Buy shirts.

train up my body!
and earn more money!.

=x.

I aim to look different by the end of this year, AGAIN.
Every year, new look. haha.

2009-09-08T01:05:00.000+08:00

change! CHANGE!

of Lifestyles
and thinking.

gonna make myself look good.

2009-09-07T18:05:00.003+08:00

Arrgh.

Im so pissed off.

2009-08-29T01:50:00.001+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday Bro!.
Kenji Chee JianZhi!.

2009-08-28T08:21:00.006+08:00

one more week till holidays!. thinking about it, wow cant wait!.
But DAMN im not even half done with my animation.

Im screwed!. dont let me think so much also pls!.
I keep hoping that as days go by, things would get better, and things would go back as they were before..

2009-08-16T02:49:00.001+08:00

dammit.

I just wanna be Happy again.

All the way!

www

2009-08-12T23:23:00.006+08:00

tired like shit.

nvr slept today.
came back home at 11pm.

Tmr gotta pass up 3D Modeling Assignment.
Friday gotta pass up Story and 2D Animation Assignment.

Monday gotta pass up 3D Animation which i havent even touched YET.

fk..

Im so tired and stressed.

There's still my last project.

hai..

2009-08-10T01:47:00.002+08:00

Happy National Day!

spectacular performance.

and I guess, I wud just giv it sometime, be quiet for the moment.
Hope things wud work out.

2009-08-08T01:39:00.002+08:00

hmm, i was once told. Its how much u raise ur standard in the things u do, in other words, to me, its how much heart u put in to ur work every time.

Its good, to put in ur heart and soul into every thing that u do..

But I've learn that, u should really think twice before putting so much heart into the things u do, cuz u might get hurt alot by the results, way more den when u put in only maybe, 60%. Raise the effort slowly, not all at once.

My friend, had his GPA like 3.8 when he graduated, he told me one method was to not go in too deep into any of the modules, but to only put in JUST ENOUGH effort into all of the modules equally FIRST, enough to get an A, and be diligent and smart in your way of STUDYING. Not Just blindly studying, and end up not even getting any information into ur head.

Putting so much energy into one 'sport' is good, but risky, since its the only thing u do and depend on.
Putting so much energy into everything that u do, so much heart, u'll end up getting hurt x times More if u fail, but den again, there are still other options.

Just be prepared and, think about the consequences before putting so much heart into anything.

hmm..

2009-08-05T23:46:00.002+08:00

whao.

Yesterday, had school, met up with friends, friends came yo my house to take some videos den went off.
After that, i stayed up all night doing my Sketchbook, 25 bloody pages of drawing Ordinary people.

Managed to get a B+ for Sketchbook.. the Assessment was today.
Den.. i went to meet up JinWen at NYP Mac, teach me how code my website for my Web Design, wow if he nvr teach me, i wud Die doing the Web Design man.

Greatly Appreciated the help from him, gonna meet him on Sunday again at TSC, i guess, to finish up my WEBSITE!.

Next Week Homework to pass up:

3D Modeling --> Model Clothes for a 3D Female Model. (30% Done)
3D Animation --> Rig and Animate a given Character. (0% Done)
2D Animation --> Super hero animation with Color. (50% Done)
Web Design --> Portfolio Website. (60% Done)
Story --> Scriptwriting. (0% Done)
Studio Project 4 --> I forgot what I'm suppose to pass up next week. (0% Done)

FK.

Next week is Week 17.

Week 21, if Im not wrong is our holiday.

Can't wait.

I wanna Train for This December's 42km Standard Charted RUN which I signed up together with my 2nd brother.

Well Hopefully I'll be able to get my ideal BODY by this YEAR as well, which i aim to.

wish me luck!

2009-08-04T00:25:00.008+08:00

Used and shoved aside, together with memories that u cant just throw away in an instance.

I'm just so pissed off now.

It isn't fair.

What have i done to experience this PAIN, all over again, again, and again.

I did all i cud, i really did.

But I don't wanna lose hope yet, although somehow i have a feeling that, u would think that it won't work out,

...

and i think too much?.

All i wanted was to share happiness with you,

and I really Don't understand how It went from us being like US, lets say 3months ago? till now, its so different.

and Shud i just leave it hanging like that? Run away from my problems and unsolved FEELINGS? With no CLOSURE?

No.., i guess it'll either end in happiness or, a lesson learnt. I have yet to know, only TIME will tell, so please end my misery soon and ANSWER me quick and why.. in Hopes of u answering it as YES... I will promise u that it wont be a mistake.

Right now, I don't know how to get by, I'm trying my very best not to think abt you, but u left many of ur tracks around me, It left me very unsettled, and I just want to see u again. But to no avail.

Its not a sickness my dear, it's my heart.

I've cried, cried so much till i can't cry anymore.

I once said, lets not waste our time together, but instead, make it worth for both of US, there's still so much to look forward to, so lets not end it here..

hai, Shit.

Wad an emo post.

2009-07-27T01:46:00.003+08:00

Photoshoot photos are in man!

anyway,

whaa i hate rigging sia.

why the hell did i choose animation.

I only want to draw, not to memorize such Software Jargon.

I wanna study with LOGIC.

Easier to learn and remember.

Rather then remembering Fancy names and having no idea why is it named LIKE THAT.
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So hard to do my homework.
Keep thinking about other stuff!.

These few days, wow, hard to revert back to my old life.
Especially during my major assignment weeks, so god dam lonely.

Assignments and Projects are INDIVIDUAL WORKS. fked up lonely.

Everyone heads out while I'm at home alone struggling with my work.

at least now my Computer Screen is a 26 inch Samsung TV. HAHA. OWN.
--
and Wow. I'm sort of back into the interest in Dancing too.

Dance
Guitar
Design
Modeling?.

hmm.

Alright, gtg.

cya!

2009-07-21T01:26:00.003+08:00

It's as if nowadays, I'm climbing a Mount Everest of negative thoughts, and its draining a lot of energy out of me, so much so that I'm forcing myself to move on when I can't.

This isn't fair.

2009-07-17T00:40:00.004+08:00

so much work to do!

so little energy to continue :X.

--

on another note. Hmm.

I realised that whenever Im HAPPY. I would Yearn for sadness.
When Im SAD, I will hope for HAPPINESS, but would somehow make myself even SADDER.
<< Den i wud punish myself for it. But Punish myself in a way that, i know i would benefit from it in the end, and it would drift my mind away from my problems, and concentrate more on my benefits.

Stupid hhuh. But then again, i believe that's how i lost my weight in 2007.
And the yearning for bad things to happen, just became a habit, together with the sadness.

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My Webdesign is fked up.

They recently STRESSED the importance of PASSING WEB DESIGN, IF anyone were to FAIL this CORE MODULE, they cant let us RETAKE this MODULE AGAIN, and would result to DROPPING US OUT OF THIS COURSE - CUZ we are the last batch of ANIMATION students taking this WEB DESIGN MODULE.

fcuked up. Cuz my recent assignments and tests that i did are FKED UP AS WELL. I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND THE FCUKING DREAMWEAVER. fk. Where wud i go if i were to drop out of this course. My story assignment as well, i cant think of a better story, im so tired and stressed that i cant think any further. My "financial status" is also giving me stress, my Outside activities is also giving me stress.

-- Im just so stressed now, and other personal things Im bothered with are just making it even worst. I don't know how much I can take. I try to FIND SOLACE in the places i thought i can TURN TO, but its not helping, in fact its even more sadder.

If Im going this thru alone, it will take all my effort.

Hai.

but den again, after sadness will always be happiness. i believe so.

haha.

cant wait for jamming on SATURDAY!

alright gtg bye!

aaaa

2009-07-02T22:45:00.007+08:00

EDITTED - July 03.

Woo!. Finally "Done" with the major assignments. Now i can relax for AWHILE. I stayed up for more den 12 hours again -straight, infront of the comp, doing assignments.

Wednesday

Woke up 9am in the morning, having slept at 3am The Day before, i was quite tired.
I had to wake up at 9, actually i Thot i had to wake up at 9, to do my Drawing E-learning. Anyway, it was actually 11am-2pm. Suppose to copy and draw a Chef from a Given picture, and do it within the 11am-2pm time slot, or post it up online within that timing.

Once i finished That, i continued on my character Design for my 2D animation - "Superheroes". Okay, done that, took photos and sent to teacher. Den i was whacked out man, tired like shit, my butt was dam "SUAN", like i need a massage for my butt. Damn.

So i took a break, for a few hours, slept abit here and there. Went back to do my other assignments around 8pm?... it was Modeling my friends' FACE.

Here's the sneak peek.

I finished this at 12pm TODAY. From last night 8pm till today 12pm. lol wtf.
Rushed my work, cuz today 3pm was the DUE TIME for this assignment. And i really cant sleep till im done with this assignment, if not i'll be sleeping with worries.

lol, 16hours on the computer. Previously it was rounded off 26 hours on the computer. MONDAY night 10pm till WEDNESDAY morning 2am lydat, with 2 hours of sleep in between so its 26 hrs haha. Fked up crazy shit!!! unhealthy. but its unavoidable in the "Line" dat im doing - Animation. Makes u fat if u dont exercise and eat properly, cuz majority of ur time wud be spent infront of a metal BOX. LAME.

But thats one of the few things i do best. hahaha, DESIGN.

haha. Den i slept till 4pm. Woke up, packed my guitar and multi-effect pedal, and went to meet danial and zhengyi for a JAM! it was great. its been 2months since we jammed, cuz we were not free den.

woo, ate at Kampong Glam cafe at Busorah street, their chicken cutlet is $6.50 but the cutlet is huge man haha. I ate a Plate Sized cutlet before, amazing, filling as well.

den went home after that.

Boring huh.

ima boring guy =/

alright i think i go and, relax for awhile haha,

CYA PEEPS!

2009-06-30T12:50:00.002+08:00

Fuck H1N1 la. I'd rather fcuking go school den stay at home with all these E-LEARNING STRESS.

WHO EVER THOUGHT E-LEARNING WILL BE THIS STRESSFUL?

:X

I chionged my Web design assignment 12 hours straight man. WTF. haven got sleep, and i still have 3 works to work on and pass up. wont hav any time to do any fcuking shit. This is pissing me off.

ffasfa

2009-06-26T02:57:00.002+08:00

mmm TUESDAY. lets see.

woke up arnd 3pm? Used comp, played typing maniac. lol. den play my guitar.

Ate Wanton meeeeeeee. den Around 4-5pm, I really cudnt take it staying at home. So i got ready and decided to go to GYM.

den i walked to Bishan GYM, BUT IT WAS CLOSED for asian youth games. duno wad crap.

den i walked to Bishan MRT, took MRT to Yio Chu Kang MRT, walked to the community club GYM at Yio Chu Kang. =/

SAW DANIAL there, a pleasant surprise, cuz i guess i was shut off from the world for awhile lol, and i nvr met a few of my good friends for awhile.

anyway, i got there arnd 5.30pm, he was going off alrdy.
so i started off on the Treadmill.

dang, i ran at 10 avg speed, every 5 minute i will increase the Mount(?) like make it more steeper: By 1. so i ran for 20minutes. Man it was tiring lol, at 4(the Amount of Steepness) - 15mins point, i was like giving up soon, but i managed to finish it and ran 20minutes. woot i was so happy haha.

den i went to do free weights and some routine.

was DAMn tired. went home and played guitar, smsed abit and i slept. but at 2-3am i think, if rmbred correctly haha.

CAnt wait to jam this song with The Glorious Anatomy
Greeley Estates - Blue Morning.

some hardcore zombie shit right there! hahaha

WEDNESDAY-

boring day. i thought i was going to meet ben and liang for a Jam but, the plan kind of screwed up cuz of me, and my late time confirmation lol.

I think i woke up arnd 3pm, played guitar and use comp.
Ate Lunch with Dad den went home.

hmmm...

I think i played the guitar the whole day. lol?.

I forgot what i did yesterday lool.

THURSDAY-

which is TOday.

Okay, i woke up around 2pm. as usual, play guitar and use comp.

Arnd 4pm, i went for a jog, den came home, did some weights for my shoulder..
after that, arnd 6.45 i met up with my Soka Friend, I asked him to teach me abit more of HTML and CSS, to give me extra info so that i can work on my WEB DESIGN Assignment.

My web design is fcuked up, i kind of screw up the little small exercises for the first few weeks of school, den another one i screwed up in is the 1st assignment, I DID IT, but i dint add in my DOMAIN NAME AND REASON OF WHY I DO THIS DESIGN. lol.

Den, i swear to myself Im not gonna screw up the next assignment or else i might FAIL THIS FKING MODULE. This 2nd Assignment im working on now, is halfway FKED UP cuz i din pass up my Designs of my WEBSITE. So right now, i just have to do a FKING GOOOOOOD JOB ON THE DESIGNING AND CODING OF THIS WEBSITE. please i hope i dont screw this up, i dont wanna fail any module.
It'll be sad as shit.

I never fail modules and i hope there's never first time for it. Personal goal. lol.

Okay. at least my other modules are doing OKAY.

2D Animation - is doing great,
3D Animation - is doing, not sure cuz they nvr release any test results.
3D Modelling - First assignment is great, 2nd not so, Currently working on 3rd.
Drawing 3 - is Doing on the average?? like a B??.
Story - like a A/B not sure. Currently on an assignment, havent started it yet lol.
Web design - Fked up. The lesson is on every Monday 8am. ... = = But the 1st test i did was okay, i guess.

ANyway, after i met up with my Soka Friend, Went home, played guitar and used comp, Ate Dinner which consist of LOU MAI KAI and SUSHI. weird combination of food. but hell it was nice haha. tho theres lots of rice.

mm hungry now. haha.

hmm, been chanting recently, cuz my mood is really shitty these days - i guess i have been thinking too much lately, lots of problems in my head now. Im Trying to keeep it up, every night and every time i wake up i Chant. Some times i forget or i was too tired x| dang i shudnt be like that.

OKay! Must chant! Hmmm, TMR got Facial appointment at 1.30 till 3.30 i think, den after that i wud head down to NYP to meet up with my classmate and start on my assignments haha.

NEXT WEEK NO SCHOOL. wooooo!

hmm.

I shud really Do something to take my mind off things.

Is like, i keep doubting about it, i feel so insecure, angry sometimes, sad sometimes, feel so shitty at times.

NO more! Dont wanna think about it alrdy, gonna just relax and plan on what im gonna do next for the future!.

and fk i really need money now..cant do anyting more now other den not eating and saving up my daily allowance. I WANNA DRIVE TOO.

Hai.

okay. i think i gotta go now.
Bye guys.

NIGHT!

asdd

2009-06-17T15:26:00.002+08:00

Haha hello people!
IM BACK FROM A HIATUS From this blog.

hmm, well, alot of things happened inbetween the previous post and this post.
Of cos, i dont wanna elaborate every single thing that happened. hahaha.

I got some good news people.

Are u ready??

I CAN DO 2 PULL-UPS baby.

AHHAHAHAHAHAHA. im so fucking happy.
How was i able to do it ? I DONT FKING KNOW HOW.

Cuz recently, i just didnt eat well, save up money ma. For my own personal pleasures, like able to buy things and go out with gf all these. haha, not saying that she wants me to do all these, but i felt Obliged u know, thts what a bf shud do am i right ? HAha

and In between the times i know i cant do, and when i CAN, its when i din eat well for 1-2weeks. i dont know how it happened, it just happened. And the amount just Jumped by 2!!! hahaha, yesterday, trained pull-ups with shah, and ben just sitting one side with an idiot face lol, jkjk.

Happy sial. Now i can promise all of u, By the end of this year, i can do 10 pull-ups BITCH HAHAHAHA. U'll see 6-8 rectangles on my Stomach too ah, u see u will confirm stare at it till u faint ar, WAIT AND SEE U PPL HAHAHAHA.

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My another goal, lose another 3 kg, to 67kg. Hahaha. Decrease my hips/lower waist to at least 31 inch. cant wait man. I usually wear my pants low so, ya haha.

I wanna clear my complexion for Good as well. AND GROW MY BLOODY HAIR WELL. Some ppl don like my hair hor hahaha, call it cui. Nvm i oso think so too haha. Anyway ya, cut it on MONDAY.

Fringe like fk, but nvm, still adaptable. jus cant wait to grow back my side, and get my long sideburns BACK!. I MISSED THOSE.

annnnyway, yep, now im having hols.
lol, planning to train my body up during these times, and mayb save some money.
and revise on my WEB DESIGN work. I already didnt pass up my work last friday, due to time constraint on WORK AND SCHOOL. fk i really hate it when that happens. MAde me so damn tired, and stress, till everytime at work i cant wait for LUNCH/DINNER BREAK, ate as much as 2 Meals in 1 break as well.

Made new friends at work too of cos, at least got some interaction, dam fun. Keep disturbing the guys and girls, and teasing them with the other booths promoters haha.

hai, but my commission abit crap haha. total earnings is about $252.50 including basic pay. NVm, Next IT show find another better company HAHA. hmm, but dont know leh, This company also like quite fun haha.

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My body is aching frm pull-ups man.

=x

Now, mayb i'll go for a jog? dont know.

alright i think i shud go haha

CYA PEEPS!

2009-02-12T17:58:00.002+08:00

So so so lazy to update blog.

currently on my Studio Project 2.
From week 18-20, is project weeks.

LAST PROJECT.

Till temporary FREEDOM.

Work to get CASH, and at the same time, Work OUT like shit,
get fitter, healthier.

so much things to do.

lol, and i kind of created a DIARY, or just a Notebook, to write my THOUGHTS and IDEAS on, to keep track of my SELF-PROCLAIMED wonderful 'on-the-spot' IDEAS. lol, its really great. Been thinking, shud i go back to chanting?. =x.

Financial crisis man. duuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhh. sorry for not paying back my friends' cash.
I still remember them. Wait till i work, i'll pay it off, for sure (:

Hope i cud earn, no, i WILL earn big cash, in time to come.

Big ambitions huh. Well, i still have quite a few decades left, 1 dream cud take me a few years, i'll just split'em up.

Like they said everything cant or will not be as perfectly planned out and turn out perfectly. Nothing is perfect right, at least, if i got the vision in my head of what i want, I'm sure i could get'em. I know, I've tried and got some i wanted.

Others of which, i got lazy half-way and neglected them, thats the problem of having too much goals. Goals makes ur life, challenging and fun, having ups and downs, something to look back and talk about and laugh in ur later life.

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I'm talking way too much here, when i guess No One i SPECIFICALLY Know (maybe 1 or 2), reads my blog regularly, or reads what i WROTE, haha, i know u'll get lazy, cuz theres too much to read.

'ONLY READING THOSE WORDS WITH CAPS OR LAST FEW SENTENCES'.
or just plainly looking at pictures.

So I'll just write everything in my so called lame 'DIARY', unlike days when u have slow or no INTERNET, slow loading. fcuk that.

I'll still update my blog and read the tags thou, so rmb to leave a tag peeps!

all the way bitcHEZ! SO LONG!

ujlgbkj

2009-01-31T17:39:00.002+08:00

AHHH.

my comp kena VIRUS.

well its my fault. i noe lol
downloaded and installed a keygen. well i knew there was smth wrg. but i jus went on with it, it was okay for awhile, and the situation kept deteriorating, and now my comp startup takes 20 minutes, and hangs at the desktop.

why so suay ar. i left today and tml to finish up my last 2 assignment, and 1 of which, requires ADOBE AFTER-EFFECTS/ Final Cut Pro. My comp has Adobe AFTER-EFFECTS but now its fked. i really need another comp who has it! both my brothers' comp cant use it, cuz 1 needs permission to install, but dont know will work, the other 1, graphic card is dying.

help. x0

-- CNY pictures will be posted.
Its up on my FACEBOOK. blog uploads is too dam slow.

x|.

STRESS.

2009-01-24T23:01:00.006+08:00

(Sorry about the BIG pictures, i really hate Blog Uploads, so i resorted to photobucket, well at least its clear with them. haha.)

alright. THURSDAY!

Passed up Drawing2!. with no regrets.

Passed up Digital Imaging Assignment 2!

FRIDAY

rushed my work. Sneaked out of Animation class to finish my 3D MAYA!.
I fogot to save my work i done at home, to my thumbdrive, den i had to redo the renaming and allocations/ parentings and BLA BLA black sheeps and wools.. :0

Managed to finish it, but dint hand it on time, but its okay, din see any sign of warning. lol.

Passed up my... Typography work as well!.
- We have to design an Album Cover and CD Surface, of our Favourite band, so mines KORN!.
Front Insert (Outer)

Front Insert (Inner)

Back Insert

CD Surface

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Now im left with 2 Final Assignments and 1 Final Project, damn, all is solo work.

Passing up

Story Board - Week 17
Animation Fundamentals - Week 16

Duration of Studio Project - Week 17-20

damn. We hav to deisgn posters, Album cover and CD surfaces as well.
And also do a 15-30 Seconds of CLASSIC Animation, of a Jumping Ricebag, with a given area to each GROUP.

30 seconds is about, 360 DRAWINGS.
15 seconds is about, 180 DRAWINGS.

so, Must be more den 180 drawings, less den 360 drawings.

its a killer, i tell u.

hai.

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ANYWAY. Bought ME NEW SHIRTS TODAY.

Went to Bugis yesterday to SCOUT for clothes.
Went to Bugis TODAY to BUY the clothes, with my brother and lionel who left halfway.

Hate shopping alone, but sometimes i do.
I'll be in the changing room for very long, deciding.
Hate deciding.
Hate deciding alone.
Need SOMEONE to help me Decide.

of cos, no one wants to make the wrong decision and regret it later on.
Hate impulsive buying, but i still do it anyway, sub-consciously. dam.

Shopping with me is a hassle if u dont help me make decisions. lol.

k dam. jus get on with poly and life.
..lol, dam im pathetic.

cya.

sdasfgaF

2009-01-18T18:05:00.006+08:00

been doing assignments lately.

whenever i cant think, i'll jus go to my guitar for a rest of mind.
i really hate this time.

Assignment weeks. man.. cant wait for chinese new year. but after that wud be my Studio Project 2, which is my last project for Year 1, and suck.

anyway.

YESTERDAY.

my brother had his 23rd birthday celebration at our very own home, with my mum makin' steamboat, great stuff, i nearly finished a whole Tupperware of sliced chicken. lol.

his friends who came over.

the Family

the Brothers

Before they came, i was working on my Digital Imaging assignment,
asked my eldest brother to help me with it, alright den he switched to playing "Left 4 DEAD"
He said 1 game 1 game onli, i said OKAY.
While he's playing the 1 GAME, his friends came over, saying whao Left 4 dead?! whao wad game, lol.

they used my comp, DRAGGED the whole thing, till we left for MOVIE at J8.

WAtched:

RED CLIFF 2.

Awesome show, Zhuge Liang was very smart man.
hai, go and watch it to find out more!.

went to a 24hr Lan shop at Thomson, but they're Left 4 Dead only 10 ppl cud play it, 8 were alrdy used, only 2 of us cud play, boring, so we left. me and my 2nd brother went home while my brother went to his friends' house to play duno what, drinking games and stuff.

Assignments assignments assignments!

stressing me out.

and i dont know why Im getting a Flu now.

shit.

alright, gotta finish up part of my stroyboard assignment and work on my Digital Imaging, den my Typo, den my Drawing2, den my MAYA, den my ANIMATION.

whao fkin hell.

asdas

2009-01-14T19:11:00.003+08:00

yo!

sry for the long absence from blogger.

work has been piling up
Stress is being an ass
and pressure is high.

=x

NYP OPEN HOUSE.

I helped out, in the open house last week, 9-11 Jan.

I was the Welcome Ushers, Overall leader ( heh heh ), but there Are still other overall leaders, im not the only one, hahaha.

anyway, i was helping out at the Registration counter, where visitors come and take their goodie bags after they registered. I became a bouncer for them, together with shaoyu, lol. We have to ask any1 who wants to register, for their Student Pass (Ez-Link) those who are studying in NYP or other Polys, werent able to take the goodie bags. So we stood at the Front of the Line-up, for 9 hours!.

Haha. stupid job, but was fun tho. Met lots of friends, Most of them were frm School Of Health Science, Nursing. Lol, lots. Since the lecturer in-charge of us were the in-charge of SHS in the Open House(if im not wrg). That teacher was very friendly and fun as well, Haha.

Friday was, 10am-9pm. Saturday helped from 3pm to 6pm. Den the lecturer treated us dinner at PASIR RIS. whao far. eat ZHI CHA!. nice. den was fetched home. haha.

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Anyway. DAm.

Typography Assignment 02 - Design the Front and Back of a CD cover, and the Top of the Disk.

Digital Imaging Assignment 02 - Do a Design using Photoshop/Illustrator, Free topic, Using Vectors and stuff taught to us to create our own piece of ART.

Intro to 3D (MAYA) Assignment 01 - Create your own Character including the 6 points of twitching (For animation) USING Maya (3D program).

Drawing 2 Assignment 02 - 5 Gesture Drawing, 1 Contour Drawing, 4 Mass Drawing, 2 Figure & Environment Drawing, pass up Sketchbook.

Story Board Assignment 02 - Create a 1minute Story board animation, choosing one of the three story lines given. Use your creativity to make the story more interesting.

Work Due on Week 15 (next week) - Digital Imaging/Typography/Intro to 3D
Work Due on Week 16 - Drawing 2
Work Due on Week 17 - Story Board

THATS NOT ALL.

Week 18 to Week 20 - We would be having our Studio Project 2.

Which i HEARD from a Year 2 Student, we have to ANIMATE a Jumping Rice Bag on Paper.
He says its roughly about 300 drawings(Shots). Create a CD cover and back, Print it out (Its for the Rice Bag Animation). And, Work on our Port Folio, which Last Semester we're required t o have at least 10 A2 works in it, So this Semester it could be ANOTHER 15 well-done works.

Fcuk. Its already scaring me. Late Nights and Early mornings is freaking killing me.
My Health isnt good now. Face is having a breakout, Eczema is more itchy and spreading little day by day, if im not gonna change my sleeping SCHEDULE. I GOTTA SLEEP EARLY AND wake up ON TIME.

This is kiiiilllliiinnngg me!. no time no time no time no time no time no time.
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TODAY.

had class from 10am - 12pm.

went home, den i went to GYM, after a very long time of absence from it. haha.

RAN for 40 minutes man!. i knew, at 31st minute i couldnt take it.
Continued.

36th minute, i was Fcuk! tahan tahan tahan.... Stopped listening to my ipod it half way at 20+ minutes cuz the earpiece wire kept flying around, Listened back to my ipod for a push.

finally 40!.

dam. it was good.

its been a month or 2 since i ran.

x0.

now im ShhhhAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGeeed.

gotta do my DRAWING 2 Homework now.

CYA GUYS!

dasdas

2009-01-01T03:08:00.003+08:00

yo ppl!.

mm...dam dudddde. Last sunday, rushed E-Learning homework, so i can pass it up on Monday when school starts again. Was able to finish it!
and it was Typography, suppose to do a write up of ur favourite band, dope man! Now we gotta do drafts on designing an Album cover, back side, CD top design, about our favourite band as well. wow, cool. haha.

alright, passed it up, den rushed home to do my storyboard DRAFTS. I only did character Study.

rushed home and did SET research/design (Houses, with poools)

We are supppose to do an ANIMATICS on this story that they wrote and gave to us to DRAW our own scenes in storyboards. We're gonna scan in up in the computer and den touch it up using photoshop maybe, den make a 1Minute story, Following everything the story that they gave us, including sound effects, voices, environmental sounds and all that.

from 10pm, start my work, drew 2 papers of research and design on SETs, and 54 small drawings of scenes, which is 9 pages(6 drafts on 1 page). took me till 2am, den i quicky Scan my work and send it to my Module Teacher.

Was suppose to pass it on the END of MONDAY. but passed it up on TUESDAY 2am.
Got back his msg yesterday, said i got too many faceup shots. lol, din say anything abt late!. aite, gotta start working on my storyboard again SOON.

Slept 4am and woke up at 7am, went late for school, end up the lecture ends at the time i ARRived at schhool. had 5 hours break, i was so freaking tired, but i din slept. the Lethargic-ness was brought forward to today, dam i am still quite tired.

aite TODAY.

i wanna say HAPPY NEW YEAR.

and PARTY HARD!.

went to MARINA square to see fireworks.

it abit sucked. cuz i brought my Absolut vodka there, it fell and BROKE 10 seconds before 12AM. I was WTF. 40dollars GONE.

den my handphone went out of batt. I cant take photos of gay Baya's holding hands, omfg. They're like the underdogs. Celebrate new year ah, everywhere confirm got one big group of gay banglas holding hands. frkin' gay.

anyway heres a video of the fireworks. took it abt 20 seconds late? cuz i was complaining abt me accidentally TIPPING the HAVEN OPENED ABSOLUT VODKA, and breaking it. wa fk.

Shah kept saying, about Bob Marley and Lee Kwan Yew's face would appear in the fireworks. lol. we were quite noisy during the fireworks. watch and see.

alright, suppose to stay with the rest but, din, Ben Suhaimi and ME cabbed home.

and now im here.

haha, alright gotta sleep.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

asdasda

2008-12-27T14:26:00.013+08:00

I've recently posted lots of pics.
It seemed to all be in 1 post

so, First is THis, which is the Christmas and so called 'late' celebration for my birthday.
below THis is my small celebration for my birthday at sentosa,
Below that would be pictures in THAILAND!.

alright, here are the photos guys! At Wenlynn's House/Attic.

Lol, I dont smoke. This is my birthday present that my friends got me, asked me to smoke it.

Woke up , den went home from there with the others!, was a great nite.

once again, i dont smoke lol.

aite gtg see I.P. Man later, cya!

dasadsd

2008-12-27T05:31:00.020+08:00

On 22 December - 23 December of 2008
Alright, heres the Picutures from my lil' birthday celebration.
Thanx for the presents! To those guys and girls who paid. haha.

Well sadly only a few could stay over.

its alright.

Danail's Introduced Card game, was dam fun.
Till I had to wrestle Danial to go to the loo. lol.

Killed a cockroach with...

woke up arnd 8? i think. bus out of sentosa, and took a cab home. Slept after that.
dam video upload, crappy.

THAILAND

2008-12-27T02:22:00.096+08:00

Hey ppl, these are the long awaited Pictures from THAILAND!

We touched down in Thailand, Booked into Baiyoke Sky Hotel in BANGKOK. And took a walk outside the hotel when we met these 2 Toot toot drivers, dont exactly know how to spell it but yea. Cheap and FAst, but smelly. They did a Willie for us! Hahaha how cool was that!. Daarn cool!.

Alright i'll let the pictures do the Talking!

Breakfast at Baiyoke Sky Hotel in BANGKOK. its a freakin' nice and classy place.

Suria. haha.

We booked into another hotel, a cheaper one now. haha.

1 hour later

On top, is my last shot on Thursday. NO BATTERY.

This is Ben's Camera, Taken on Friday, last day in Thailand.

Our friend from singapore who studies in thailand now, See u again Mareesa!

Drunk New Zealand guy we met after we drank with mareesa

The Barber shop girls we met!

Ok, we thought we missed the flight, but no. Our flight has been canceled, and was diverted to a later flight in the night. 12 hours from our flight. was soooo fked up =x. 12 hours in the airport, wad an experience!.

I couldnt take it no more, my phone/ipod hav no BAT. cept for my Camera/ which i charged it on the previous night. Luckily Ben had his Ipod charger, 2 pin plug, perfect. Asked arnd where i could charge my Ipod, they diverted me into the toilet, i thot they were joking, NO THEY WERENT. I plugged my Ipod with the charger into a power source, JUST beside the Basin. I had to stand there 30-45 minutes to charge it at its 3/4 power, cuz i couldnt stand STANDING no longer, ppl were peeing there, washing their hands, looking at me. lol. wth. for the sake of MUSIC!.

Dam, this took 5 hours uploadin' and resavin' the photos into a smaller size.
hah, anyway, thailand was FUN!. Will go there again in Mid-2009 !!!

d

2008-12-23T20:05:00.002+08:00

Back from Thailand. 21st December 1:08am is when I reached Singapore.

Flight Delayed for 12 hours, had to stay in the Thailand Airport for 12 hours!
wtf.

Pictures of thailand will be up soon!
and my 'mini' birthday celebration which only 5 were there. hah.
Me Shah Danial Ben Suhaimi.

Same usual place at Sentosa.

Played this Drinking game Danial introduced to us.
Hahah it was freaking fun.

I got headache/tipsy faster than before. huuhh.
perhaps its cuz of that day i drank, last day at Thailand, drank till i vomited for my first time.

lol, and thax for the Birthday wishes guys!

Those who wished me in
SMS (phone)
MSN
Friendster
Facebook
Myspace
Blog

I thank you guys!

will post again when i hav time!

This week, will be busy as hell.
Going out celebrating. LOl.

Its not good!. yes i know, but hell, school is OPENING SOON :0

We all dread that.

so lets celebrate before anything bad happens
haha.

alright sseeeeya!

asdad

2008-12-14T15:21:00.001+08:00

THAILAND 14Dec - 20Dec.

See ya!

sdasdas

2008-12-14T02:55:00.003+08:00

Thursday.
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Excused from Drawing lesson,
and attended the Student Leader Briefing, 1-4pm
Was late, arnd 1.30pm.
Went in thru the Front door, saw my friends at the other side of the room, infront too.
So i walked paass the lecturer, she Remembered me from the Last Training for Student Leaders too, surprisingly lol.
She was saying out names to me, cuz she was trying to recall my name lol, saying some malay name sumore haha.
alright den i told her my name was hiroshi, now everyone in the room knows my name. :0

Den, i got asked up again, infront of everyone, to introduce myself, kena sabo-ed again and this was not the first time x0.

Im not used to crowds so, lol, i was a nervous shit.

kay, I'm a Welcome Usher now, for the Open house, for all 3 days!. gna die.

k after that went home,
went out again,
To get Ben and Danial's Birthday Present
Thanx to the ppl who contributed to the cost of it too,

alright i den met up with AhmA,
Ate dinner den went for a movie,

watched BOlt, lol, its cool movie, love the animation and all.

cabbed home after that,
stayed up till 2.30am

DEN,

FRIDAY,
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woke up at 6.30am for school.
dam i was tired.

went for DRawing class.

this teacher is not baad sial.
Time passed very fast when she teach.
unlike my class drawing teacher who talks dam long, in a monotonous tone, and surprisingly we do twice as more work in class den in This make-up class i went to.
ok nvm, went to eat den did TYPO homework, managed to finish it, den had Animation class.

Affter that i went home, met up with yuanyi den head to Ben's birthday celebration at Sentosa. It was awesome, we played, drank, some got drunk, some puked on the floor. Glad i din. I Was a lil high tho. haha. Din sleep much that night, cant sleep at all...we ton till the next morning, SATURDAY.

And i realised, i have been going out this whole week, wtf!.

anyway, Cabbed home on SATURDAY

SATURDAY
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came back at around 8-9am
Waash up, Ate abit of breakfast, den sleep till 6pm.

6pm woke up, Bathed, den head out with family to Tampines Mall for my Cousin's birthday, kimberly, happy birthday!.

After that, went to Raffles Place to meet up with Danial and Suhaimi, head down to FOURTONES (Jamming) their friends were jamming so i just went down to have a listen. It was not bad at all, riffs were good.

Took a last train home, so here i am.
haha.

this is Awesome, Canon in D, with SUNGHA JUNG and TRACE BUNDY.

One of the Great Beatboxer i've seen.
BEARDY MAN at Beatbox convention 2008 Part1

BEARDY MAN at Beatbox convention 2008 Part2

anyway, i laughed alot and cried, looking at this video. watch the first, den the second.
Viewer desecration is advised. haha.

Bell Ringer Fail.

Re:Bell Ringer Fail.

haha.

alright guys. I'm flying off to Thailand tmr, at 7.10pm. =x

GOTTA PACK! fk lol.
haven pack yet.

see u in 20dec. (:

gtg sleep now, cya!

dasdas

2008-12-11T02:01:00.003+08:00

Drawing class, today. Make-up class from 3pm to 6pm.
Results of Assignment 1 came.

I was quite, sadden-ed, pissed, and wtf.

The drawing teacher.
Never marked my Sketchbook, one of the essentials in my 1st Assignment, which is the 'LAST' Assignment of the term.

I FORGOT, i was in a RUSH in things during class. FORGOT TO PASS IT UP till he said "Take back your sketchbooks". I was in WTF mode.

I went to him, saying

Me: 'hey cher!, sorry i forgot to pass up my sketchbook, can you mark it for me?'
Teacher: 'No'
Me: 'I know i was late, i totally forgot about it'
Teacher: 'Thats why you have to be alert and BLablaablaballlbbblblblalblaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa'
Me: 'Just this one time, i won't do this again'
Teacher: 'No'
Me: 'Seriously'
Teacher: 'No'

wa shit la, slap in face.
pissed off.
stupid shit.

My 1st Assignment consists of work done during class, all the A2 works that is.
and the Sketch book which consists of homework he gave.

HE marked my A2 works and din mark my Sketch book.
yes i was lucky i still PASS.

FUK if i got my Sketch book marked, i could have at least got a grade HIGHER.

My Semester 1 GPA, is already FUCKED cuz of my forgetfulness of not handing up a 'CRUCIAL' piece of work in progress, during my Studio Project (End Semester project).

Even though i still passed, but its a fuckin low mark.
The presentation for my Studio Project, they were saying
'Oh this is interesting'
'i like this one'
'this color is nice'

all that shit,
turns out unexpectedly, Lies.

I should have been more attentive. alert.
But my flaws, always shows itself, at the Very RIGHT TIME,
and gives a slap on my face when it does.

--

well on the brighter side.

Im off,
to thailand, 14dec to 20dec.

GO QUICK GO!.

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FRIDAY: wtf, 8am class till 6pm. After that go to Sentosa for Friend's midnight picnic (shud be fun!. hah)

I'm gonna die.
haha.
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TML STUDENT LEADER BRIEFING for OPEN HOUSE.

WAH thank fate for DOING THAT.
NO drawing class, excused from it.

12pm-3pm Drawing class (Tmr)
1pm-4pm Briefing for Student Leader.

So i'm excused from drawing class.

wont hav to see that Drawing teacher's Ass Face again for 3 weeks.

Alright, i'm off to celebrate.

cya peeps!

www

2008-12-10T01:52:00.002+08:00

wtf.

Sungha Jung - California Dreaming

Sungha Jung - With or Without You

Sungha Jung - No Women No Cry

ah....how i wish.
i started early.

2008-12-05T01:32:00.002+08:00

today.

Passed up my Drawing Assignment.

was so rushed.

that i forgot to let my drawing teacher see my sketchbook.

At the end of the lesson, i tried to let him see it, just this one time.
But failed.

What a douche. Made me pissed.

That is why, i hate being rushed. I forget things, and ending up not forgiving myself for it.

Stayed in school till 9pm, to do finish my animation.

crap man. this is boring.

Shud i go for this Ultimate Frisbee event my friend ask me to go for?
mmm, havent played Frisbee in awhile.

hai BORING.

ah anyway
-Happy 17th birthday Danial!.

bye peeps!.

dsdad

2008-12-03T02:02:00.003+08:00

Im pissed off with MAYA.
And my Mouse/Motherboard. It keeps double-clicking when i click on my mouse ONE time.
Closes 2 windows instead of one. Its a pain in the ass when using it with Illustrator CS3, Opens unnecessary programs and lags the SHIT out of my comp, especially the big files.

FK.

dd

2008-11-30T02:46:00.012+08:00

This is my Digital Design Assignment 1, Last assignment of the TERM. woots.
With Avenged Sevenfold in it.
hah.

and im almost finished with my Typeface Portrait: "Matthew Carter"!!
This is the one with guidelines.

ok enuf with work!.

aite,
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ON FRIDAY 28th November 2008

HAD my class/school till 7.30pm
Finished BOTH of my Animation Assignments in 4 hours! During CLASS!
Slight happiness and less of worries.
Den,
Went to meet SHAH
Waited for him at AMK MRT, den head off to east coast.
Well he didnt know its a surprise. hah.
And it was his 18TH birthday that night too.
haha, reached there at 10pm, walked for 1hour to the BBQ Pit. It was a F59.
friging far.

as ME and Birthday boy were walking, Shah was walking at a cool cool pace, which is slow, and i havent ATE since 12noon, was hungry like shit, asked shah to hurry up but he said relax relax lol, ass. The rest at the BBQ pit, were waiting for him to come for hours. Thot they were pissed, but they werent so nvm hahaha.

Reached there, shah had to wear beanie and stuff to cover up so he wouldnt see.

Den, they took it off, he was surprised alright. Not as much until they asked him to turn back, where i was, holding his best birthday gift lol. Thanx to many ppl to chipped in for it, his new GUITAR. yeap i chipped in too haha.
His face was epic dude!, Guitar was in in his wishlist, so he looked shocked as hell.
Wish him all the best man!.
Shah dude! U better touch that guitar of urs, dont make it be a waste of cash!

Guys of the night. lol

Do we look alike?

You be the judge.
That night, ppl were saying we look very alike, facial features onli of cos lol. He's taller and thin, I'm shorter and fatter. Hah.

Well as u can see, theres not much photos here.
But there were many people there man.
DRINKS,DRINKING GAMES,GUITAR,FRIENDS,BBQ, man it was best!
go to << Ben's/WenLynn's Blog for more PICTURES!

Stayed till the next morning 6-7am, hard to find cab at eastcoast sial.
Reached home, bathed, sleep, till 4-5pm.
Ate my late lunch, used comp, did my TYPEFACE Portrait(Typography) Assignment for awhile, and i started to doze off again, Den i went back to sleep. Slept till 10pm again man. I pratically slept the whole day.

Ate my Late Dinner, den back to my Assignment. Managed to almost finish it. Still needa find information on this guy im doing, and stuff. blabla.

hai.

And now thailand is f-ed UP!. LOOK At the news! DAM. now my Auntie and Parents are having 2nd thoughts of letting me go there. Wtf, leave me alone, let me go. My auntie especially, kept calling me everyday to cancel the trip, or to go to another country. ITS only a MONTH AWay! and i dont wanna be the one that BRINGS all my friends DOWN, force them to change to another place, and fk up the holiday MOOD. stupid.

I can take care of myself.
Just gimmie the money to.

lol.

I really hope i cud go to thailand.
It wud feel to be one of the great times i will hav, and a birthday gift, since the stay would last till 2days before my birthday, 22nd DECEMBER !!. cant wait!. AHH.

alright, right now i gotta concentrate on my work now, den i'll celebrate!.

Ah once again, Happy 18th Birthday Shah!

Gtg peeps,

CYA!

Old times...

2008-11-25T21:27:00.074+08:00

YOOO ppl.

haha.
looking back.
WTF was i man.
Found all these in my father's portable hardrive.
And my computer, just a compilation.
What order shud i put all these in?
mmm
Youngest, scroll down, to the oldest.

Year (UP)2000-2008(DOWN)
Hope i put it in correct ORDER.

Here it goes!

Family Photo, erm, year 2000-2001?

(2002)Some wedding

(2002) I think it was some wedding ?...

(2002) Happy 13th, fatboy!

2005 Chinese New Year at Uncle's House.

NDP 2006! My brother's NDP Performance.

2007 Chinese New Year at Another Uncle's House.

I find this hilarious. haha

2007 SCHOOL. at Deyi Secondary.

New Hair 2007.

Another New Hair 2007

IN CLASS, projectorr!!

AT PROM 2007

2007 Elroy's house, thats his gf.

2007 Elroy's House, Liangyu and ME. Playing Fade To Black if im not wrg lol.

2007 - The New BAND! My first! BravePaper. AND NEW HAIR

2008 Chinese New Year at Grandparents' house.

2008 - White Highlights

Hair Grew Longer. 2008

Hair grew, cut it, till theres not much highlights.
Jamming session!

(2008) One of the few times my father came back frm CHINA, check out the new Terminal 3!!

As it goes on...

At Elroy's House (2008)

NYP Library.

Home. With new hair, not much, jus cut abit of my sides and LEFT back hair.

haha, Shawl and Fedora.

New hair! NDP 2008!

Fedora, and New hair again.

NEW HAIR again, 2008, Perm, Dye and Highlight

ME, NOW. 2008.

...

Transformation eh. I realised how much i grew, how lame i got. haha.

TODAY, no class, teacher not in.

FIXED MY COMPUTER TODAY. YES.
Turns out my graphic card, blew, and has a hole in it lol.
Bought a NE9800GT Graphic Card. 512MB DDR3.
Should Change my MotherBoard soon, so i could use to its fullest Potential!.

Alright, gotta do homework, spend too much time on this alrdy. haha.

ENJOY LAUGHING AT THESE STUPID PHOTOS OF ME. xD.

CYA PEEPS.

2008-11-25T01:05:00.011+08:00

Last SAT.

woke up, early, went to sweelee sales with Danial.
Danial bought his IRON COBRA Double PEDALS. congratz dude!
For me, well, i did buy smth.

haha.

When i LOVE IT, i'll spread the love by posting its pictures but now its not the time!. haha =x.

den, head down to Sentosa with Shah, Ben, Liyana, WeeKiat, Stella, Suhaimi, and lots of other people. it was fun, played Frisbee, soccer and volleyball, nvr played those in aWHILE!. yea fun. den my leg crammed a little. hoho.

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Last SUN.

woke up, saw Gawaine's msg, meet 2.45 at tampines, i quickly got dressed and rush down to tampines by cab, dam my gear is heavy. with all that pedals and stuff. Went to this jamming studio behind Tampines Safra, the Industrial AREA. Met with Gawaine(guitarist), Kammal(singer), Matin(drummer) was okay, well the new band was alright as well, the singer cud scream pretty well, nice. But after that, it Rained. And we walked all the way to the busstop under the friggin rain, with me carrying my GUITAR and MY PEDAL, not to mention, its a MULTI-EFFECT Pedal, BOSS GT-8, not to boast but, ITS HEAVY. dam. luckily everything was waterproof, cept my clothes.

den halfway Gawaine's gf, Fiona, met us, den head down to TM for dinner, den break off to our destinations. Phew, din get sick though. woots!.

Aite, after that i rushed my assignment, managed to finish it TODAY in CLASS. and they had TYPOGRAPHY Test after my STORYBOARD, which i totally forgot about, mostly its common sense but, still needs a little read-up, dam its kinda, hard tho.

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OH OH, yesterday, (SUNDAY 23 November) MY comp, freaking DIED ON ME.
Never happened before. It had a black and white screen, den i tried to off it blindly with the Old "Start>UP button>Enter>RIGHT Button>Enter" for shut down.
It supposedly did the work. TRIED TO ON IT AGAIN, nope it didnt ON back.
Opened the Side of the CPU, leaving it exposed, put a turbo fan beside it and blew into it, thot its some over-heat problem, but it doesnt seem so, motherboard fan was alright.
Den i tried to leave my finger in the POWER BUTTON, for awhile, it ON, at that Particular moment, JUST BEFORE it ON, i heard a Spark, and my uncle saw a spark in my CPU. Den i smelt this burning smell, my bro told me to off the power, so i did.

Now im scared to even on it. gahh. The timing was JUST RIGHT. i need to pass up my Digital Imaging work by this Friday. and my COMP Is DOWN. my animation work! haven start yet! AHHH.

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man, for now, only Music-Jamming, makes me happy.
The rest its jus...monotonous..
Just cant wait for Hols.
crazy plans ahead man.

and I was asked to be a Psychotic killer in Tina's Final Year Project(FILMING).
guess that shudnt be a problem since, im kind of psychotic now haha. nahh jkjk

Hope my complexion gets better.
Hope my eczema gets better.
Hope I get better.
Hope my thinking gets better.
Hope my temper gets better.
Hope my guitar skills get better.
Hope I won't be late anymore.
Hope I won't make people wait anymore.
Hope I don't make people who don't deserve to wait for me, wait anymore.
Hope I'll get my confidence back, to do what i NEED TO DO.
seriously, I think Im taking too long.
gahhh.....

and now my brother's comp has problems too.

wooooooooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

and i found this on his comp. old stuff of me, before prom. My Mum suggested that she took this KAY!

i wore the white one to prom.

some random photo.

gotta find my ECZEMA one, when i had a SERIOUS eczema, u wud cry seeing it. HAHa.
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WELL ok, recently, i've also been doing Pushups, Weights, and those Sit-ups done on a 45 degree angle, all that, doing everyday, well almost. I'll rest for 1 or 2 days if i have to. My hands are all shaking, cant do my work properly, it requires my Lousy hands to draw.

wow, sweat alot, tough, but Hopefully, I'll get to where i want, BY THE END OF THE YEAR. C'mon! Well, all this has been for awhile, i lost 1 kg, i nvr got below 72kg before, now Im 71kg, still not satisfied!. Aimin' for...a 67 at LEAST.

Gambatte for me!. Eat right, spread the proportions throughout the day, thnx to danial, sleep 8 hrs per day, do what i do in school, workout at night. That's my routine for now. THIS is boring shit.

THINK about it, if my body looks great but i live a boring life. haha.

I know THINGS would get BETTER, Im waiting on it, Betting on it, but Im not a guy with lots of patience if i don't see any progress NOW, to any good possible results in the future/near future.

aite, i'll stop my blabbering here,
Enjoy reading! most likely u won't cause its full of ,....crap, i wudnt say emo, cuz it aint emo.

Another one of my long post without much pictures, if ur my friend, i know u wudnt bother to read! :D haha. hope so.

theres so many HOPEs in this post, probably the Most number of HOPEs in this post den any other posts that i've posted.

hopeHOPEhope.
HOPEhopeHOPE.

k im tired.

bye guys!

dasda

2008-11-21T02:44:00.003+08:00

hey ppl.

mm, lots of things happened last week and this week!.

im just too tired to post them all up man.
I'll just do a summary!.

Saturday,
Met up with Shannen Jocelyn Tina SohHwee Shua Eugene
to Pulau Ubin.
awesome.
and too many photos.

This is on Sunday morning, when we went for a bike ride.
Yep we pitched and stayed in a tent on sat, cuz the chalet was fully booked there.
haha, lots happened. laughed alot as well.
aiya alot of things to say.

i'll say it later lol.

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On Monday,

Met Danial and Liyana at Harbourfront arnd 8pm, den head to Sentosa to meet up with Shah and the rest at HIS PROM. Prom king for last year, this year he's also elected to be prom king, wth man. haha. anyway, it was a freaking crazy night. they bought "drinks" and head out to PALAWAN(or padawan, wadeva) BEACH, crossed a long bridge to a small island with 2 towers, went up one of the tower, and played drinking GAMES and Sing songs, METAL SONGS aww YEAH.

stayed up, sleep and wakeup, sleep and wakeup again, till around 7.30am the next morning, ME Shah Danial Liyana CABBED home, den i went home, bathed and got changed, and head out to SCHOOL AGAIN. reached school at 930, had lecture at 8 !.
Managed to finish my homework within the 4 hours break though, just before my tutorial at 3pm, haha \m/.

neck is aching. hmm.

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today, went for some talk.
its about a "BAR" of ...solid? something like a Soap, but it isnt.
Says is helpful for all skin types, basically it HEALS the skin.
den got business plans and all that.
all i can say is that, the presenter, the followers, the employees or wadeva, their skin are, seriously smooth. I see no flaws. Their faces are clean.
dam. i wan that.

ahhhh.

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Ok, some great animation video,
its quite lame, lol, but just watch it anyway.

the main one.

abit sadist, but its cool haha. the 2nd vid was showed in my lecture today, pretty cool.

hai..

Long weeks ahead, again.
so tired, everyday. hah.

ok i gtg, cya peeps!

dasdasdasdasd

2008-11-13T01:50:00.014+08:00

Heeeelo

am i 'scaring' u all in anyway, since some of u dont know that i would say those stuff??.

well........dont be lol.
Its a chain of thoughts, not things i would actually do.
Just incase u dont know!. haha.
I am who u saw. lol, doesnt sound correct but heck.

anyway.

im still a lil stressed out about homework,
and abt happenings at home.

whenevr i say i dont care, i still bring myself to its attention and eventually will, Care. ahh it depends anyway lol.

anything happening at the corner of my eye, i hear, i heard.
Disturbs me even tho its not directly My problem.
but it still distrubs me, and stresses me out.

not gonna say much abt it here.
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ahh, homework, lots of work. Time aint wisely spent!. tried to do some homework today but ended up sleeping, alone, in the southwing, of the Library in NYP. i hope i din snore. den i had a Meeting for student LEaders, planning for the TRAINING of Student helpers for NYP OPEN HOUSE. yes im in NYP OPEN HOUSE, more stress now. The student helpers consist of our School's (School Of Interactive Media Design) mostly year1 students and some year 2 students. hhaha tho I will not be attending the TRAINING, cuz i haad an earlier planned Holiday to THAILAND from 15 Dec to 20 Dec. woo.

den i met ben shah danial liyana, for SHISHA at Haji Lane.
lol, played some hand slapping game with danial, i lost terribly and got a souvenir, bloodshot backhands.
Heres some pictures!.

man. i've got no mood for homework. mayb i'll do it when i get up tommorrow.
(dam i gotta jog soon!)

gotta get something to hit my mood at a high!.
help!.

night peeps.

2008-11-12T08:12:00.005+08:00

11 November:

slept at 3am the day before yesterday
woke up at 5.30am yesterday
realised there wasnt lecture at 8-9 for that day.
Went to school at 9.
Ironically the MEET THE CC(course coordinator)session, our CC was highlighting on being healthy in this course, even due to the fact that this course seriously makes u fat, as it requires u to sit infront of a comp for long hours, like what i said in my previous Post.

finished lecture at 11
4 hours break
During the break i was tracing my homework for digital imaging.
Yes my homework is tracing.
Tracing a template with Adobe Illustrator CS3
Den i sleep in the lab cuz i was friggin tired.

Started my Digital Imaging class at 3pm, had a TEST.
Its frustratingly killing me.
was so pissed off, i couldnt figure out some parts.
We had to do exactly the same as this

With the same templates given and stuff.
They gave us a paper to follow instructions with.

I was so feeling tired, and mentally stressed man.
Managed to finish it.

After that i WENt all the way down to BUGIS, JUST to meet my auntie.
She treated me dinner at Fish&Co. man Im nearly tired of that place.
and, she started her usual Lecturing, spilling out FACTS of, negative doings of teenagers these days, how piercings are dangerous, how listening to mp3 is dangerous, how not studying is dangerous, how Thailand is dangerous, how to manage time for school, how is drinking milk important. WTF?!. She kept going on and on.
I was so frigin pissed. Told her that anything she says, doesnt involve anything good about us(me and my brothers), its just FACTS to beat us down. I was talking back at her in the middle of FISH&CO. lol, i dint bother if anyone looked at us, cuz i was very distorted in my thinking since i was damn tired. INCLUDING her tone of voice, which i still cant tolerate, its like as if shes pissed off when she clearly isnt.
When people are angry, they have a certain change in tone of voice am i rite?
When its my auntie, u dont know the difference. Cause both of her tones are just the same, so u'll get intimidated by her by just hearing her.
Whenever she comes to my house to takecare of us when my parents are overseas, its like having a 24-Hour Family Dispute RADIO channel ON.

Ok well, shes still a good auntie. Shes just over-concerned about me and my brothers. Sometimes we just cant take it. Gave me a ride home in taxi. Went home, chatted with people, den sleep.

Im gonna try to sleep early everyday frm now on.
my acne is back to slap me in the face.
so im gotta stop being an Owl.

I have no mood for anything. everything is pissing me off lately.
feeling mentally tired almost everyday. i need to jog.

ok i got class at 10am later, ciaoz.

dddddddddddd

2008-11-10T02:31:00.004+08:00

6.4km in 42 minutes. hooyeh.
hah. jus a personal best.
I know theres more people who does it way better than me.
I just managed to stay at a constant speed, and finished it.

gahh.

I HAVE a stuppid storyboard homework, that i hav to do 36+++ Drawings.
and 3 finals, which im suppose to submit by tml. 12pm. And im only 80% done on the FIRST. and i dont have any MOUNTs for the finals. DIE.
my left side of my face is starting to have pimples and crap.
AHHHHHH.

slleep early. yes i will. when IM done with my work!.
I cant seem to finish in time ALWAYS. GAWd i hate this crap.
Im still shagged frm the last run.

AND. what else. My room is the DINING area. My Computer,Guitar,Bag,Homework/Prev works,Money, everything are there. Whenever i wann to Indulge myself into music, so i could concentrate on my work, My mum or dad wud just say, HEY! LOWER DOWN THE VOLUME. den, they would just continue to do their stuff, watching TV, den sometimes my MUM and DAD would TALK, and they always seem as if they are QUARRELLING from their TONE VOLUME. Its DISTURBING. I CANT friggin do my WORK.
OK here comes the IN-EAR earPHONES. IT DOESNT WORK. I STILL HERE THEM TALKKING. Agitated, i wud just stare back at them. AND, the EARPHONE's WIRE is TOO SHORT, it GETS IN THE WAY OF MY WORK. AND MY MARKER IS OUT OF INK AT THE FIRST FINAL DRAWING. it COST $5 FOR EACH. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF**************************************k.

I cant touch the guitar without the noisy complains from my mum and dad. well i dont giv a crap. AND it always get hot and sweaty where im sitting. Ok, put a TURBO fan there, and it BLOWs, it really blows, till my sideburns GET IN THE way of my face, disturbing my vision and tickling my FACE. AHHH. ok pulll it behind my ears. GAy shit. Put it nearer? i cant. its my BED FAN. its too troublesome, so its at a distance.

how pathetic can i be. having no room, having no privacy.
how i wish. i cud shift out of this f***ing dump, and move in somewhere away frm this shithole. clothes always gets lost, finding it, makes me sweat. makes me LATE everytime when i go to school. Dont blame it on the clothes? fk u. and damn my eczema, i have to plaster every open wound, wud take 10-15 minutes to Apply, Cut, Paste, Cut, Stick, Paste. Lazy, and ppl call me LAZY. Walk so slow?. Reaction slow?. what else people. I know my time management isnt good, i just get distracted easily with other stuff that pass by, u can call me base on that.

and i always go to sleep, feeling v sticky. BATHE?..no. it takes too much time. i've got no time. this course is making me fat, dirty and poor. look at the animators, they're all fat or skinny. with dirt and pimples on every inch of their body. Due to the late nights and sitting 24 hours on a chair under an aircon. Unhealthy. u can call me wadeva u want, Im just so health concerned now/ conscious of small things. well, mny small things, sums up to big things, so im not gonna miss anything.

I just really hope. i could do something i love as work in the future. plenty of money. acting ?. hmph.

well these thoughts went through my head 30 minutes ago. I just need to let it out on here, so i could read back and, improve my current situation every single day.

GIVE ME A ROOM.

gtg sleep. i don giv a dam abt my work alrdy. gonna pass it up on tuesday.

cya peeps.

2008-11-09T18:31:00.003+08:00

This is torture.

I am at home on weekends.

the best part is.

IM ALONE!.

GOODGAME ppl.

diediedie.
still have homework.

Yesterday, jogged a 6.4km,
GONNA JOG FOR ANTOHER 6.4km TODAY.

im gonna run till i decrease my FAT% in my body, and get my packs.
MUST GET IT BY END OF THIS YEAR, made a bet last year, FAILED.
Made another bet with DANIAL, by CHRISTMAS, and im not gonna lose DANIAL! ass u alrdy hav 4 packs!, and ur competing with someone who isnt in ur league! Lol, i need double the effort. 6 PACKS BY CHRISTMAS.

WISH ME LUCK!

oh wait, at least BEFORE I GO TO THAILAND.
ow that'll be friggin' SWEEET.

ok cya!

2008-11-07T09:24:00.002+08:00

HOMEWORK is killing me.

wa drawing teacher's a *********** something beyond any bad words that could possibly be that bad.

don figure out what word is that, its just a lazy key.

yesterday, brought my PEDALS and GUITAR to school, was heavy like shit, sweat like a pig. SWEAT alot, including that it was sunny as hell. walked almost to the bus stop, found out that i nvr brought my STUDENT CARD along with me, WENT HOME again and took it, man i was so pissed off.
went to AMK mrt to give my Multi-effect Pedal(BOSS GT-8) to Danial, to hold it for me till i meet him and the others for jamming.

I totally had NO CLASSES that day.
I WAS LATE for DRAWING CLASS, for 20minutes lol.

And the door was locked, the teacher locked it.
dam.
went to library with the other late ppl, and sleep.
I was told i snored and the whole library could hear me.
haha.

damn tired. den went to eat, suppose to have lecture at 4pm, but i tapped my card and SKIPPED IT to do my Animation Fundamentals HOMEWORK. the LAB was packed, managed to get a sit in there after like 45 minutes. Did till 6pm, met SHAH at AMK mrt, den head over to BOAT QUAY for Jamming session with ZHENG YI, SHAH, DANIAL, ME and HIROSHI.

Jammed,
A7x - Seize The Day
A7x - Bat Country
A7x - Beast & The Harlot
Trivium - Dying In Your Arms
Trivium - Like Light To Flies
Bullet For My Valentine - Waking The Demon
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel

The Drums there were okay,
Their AMPS and GUITARS, sucked the most, it was at its' LEAST.
Shit AMPS. Makes it sound as if my guitar is spoiled. No way man. ARrr!
Won't go FourTones No more,
Going to a new one, BeatMerchants in BUGIS, as discussed in my Tagboard and Danial's Tagboard. lol.

Hopefully it doesnt let us down, looking at the webbie, it actually looked promising.

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anyway.

Wednesday went jogging with shannen and her parents
haha, at bedok reservoir
DAmn it was big.
Mayb i havent been to any reservoir for a long time
5km jog man.
the scenery was cool man, i felt like a Malaysian there.

went to AMK for dinner, den HEAD HOME.
I did my necessary stuff, den bathed, RUSHED my Thursday homework which was yesterday, wa shit man. dumb drawings. slept at 4 am. Tired like crap.

when can i get that 6pack? Lol. seems so impossible. mayb after NS.
Hah.

...

meh, got school at 11.
got this storyboard homework, that i have to use markers to SHADE a scene of a movie, or a show, or watever.
Its so dam hard, and u hav to complete a picture within 10-15 minutes. and QUALITY must be CONSIDERED. thats a SLAP IN A FACE man.

k, i gtg get READY for FRIGGIN' School.

ARgh.

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-Hope I could be a Famous Artist/Musician one day. Along with Fame and Fortune.
LA is the way to go. I wanna get famous. :0, MIGRATE!

ok CYA PEEPS.

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

hello

2008-11-02T05:08:00.005+08:00

MAN.

Met up with Danial(Drummer) and ZhengYi(Rhythm.G)
, Jammed

Trivium - Like Light To Flies
Avenged Sevenfold - Beast And The Harlot
Avenged Sevenfold - Bat Country

gonna Jam this songs next week

Bullet For My Valentine - Tears Don't Fall
Bullet For My Valentine - Waking The Demon
Trivium - Dying In your Arms

CAn't friggin WAIT!.

it was a AWESOME Jamming Session!.
haha.
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TODAY. met up with BEN. at 3-4pm.
went for swimming, tho i cant swim, i try man. at Yio Chu Kang Swimming Complex.
Ended up talking most of the time, swam very little, just submerge lol.
and of cos, Scan the surroundings. haha.

den, arnd 6, went to eat at J8. den i went home to bathe and change, met up with GAWAINE and his DRUMMER -MARTIN, along with FIONA and, YEESIANG whom i met on the way. yea, talked.
Me gawaine and martin talked about songs, we're gonna have a band, with a singer who's a Screamer/hardcore, Gawaine the rhythm ftm who is into Hardcore as well (or maybe a little lower), Martin is into Rock and roll, pop if im remembered correctly, Gawaine's cousin who is into Hardcore/Grindcore - Temp Bassist for our band.

I still am with the old band i hav, jus having another band, for 'experience'.

Its gonna be a good experience i guess, gotta find mmy own style in music man. And the notes i choose.

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Den later at night, arnd 11, Met my 2 brothers, and my eldest brother's friends, at 3 Monkeys PUB at ORCHARD TOWER. Lol , they had KUMAR, the DRAG QUEEN, doing a Stand-up comedy. IT was Hilarious.

Can't explain more man, it was damn funny. Its at every Friday, Saturday NIGHT. Check it out!

After that, went for a movie at arnd 2am+, Watched BLINDNESS.

For me, I'd give it a 7.5/10
Not a bad show. Tells a story of, what would the world be if everyone is Blind.
Interesting. but yet, no idea, how it happened and stuff. v cool haha.

reached home about 20 minutes ago!. ok man, i gtg jog TML!.
Cya peeps! NIGHT!.

-Hmm.. Why does it seems that, I don't have a mood for anything. Like as if I'm not as excited as i thought i would be. Thoughts just pass through my head like a bullet train. and Damn the procrastination that I'm having.
..I Just don't know where to start sometimes...I'm having dilemmas everyday in my head, whenever I wake up, Before I sleep, and when I'm not talking to anyone, or both. gahh........ :|

2008-10-28T02:56:00.003+08:00

doohh.

dam.

iwanna run but too lazy.

LUCKY. tml, dont have any lectures.

so, ima run! 6.4km below my house.

3.2km for too and fro, 6.4km for 2 times.

or mayb, instead, if i dint reach my 40-45minute target, i'll go run an extra mile or smth ^^.

and YES. i run. den how the shit did i slim down before.

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I get lazy sometimes. yes i do, everyone does. No problem with being lazy at times when u are ALLOWED to, like sleeping. NO last minute call

"WAKE THE F**K UP AND MEET ME"
"For wat?"
"NO REASON. WANNA HANG OUT AND SHIT IN TOILETS?" .

I'll be pissed off and get irritated the whole day.

I wont get lazy, or get lazy, whenever i want. So don't judge me. Whoever does.

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Now on my guitar x|
created a few RIFFS! nice ones i find!. Like adding notes into chords, taking some away, playing'em. stuff like that. Brush up on pentatonic scales. Wrote down my scales, practicing them everyday. Compiled and extended scales. Learning/finding out how to Memorize the notes i play, so that i can IMPROVISE in any KEY that is played.

Hopefully.

maybe write my own Song. Write my own lyrics.

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ANd Damn. wanted to call the Sony ericsson ppl, but i keep delaying. Even my confidence issues is playing with my head, and stopping me from doing stuff, that is just too easy to do. I NEED MONEY, SO CALL BITCH!, ok i will.

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Alright, posts that i made, has FUCK,BITCH,CB, or wadeva, its just a replacement of how i feel in real life, not trying to tell u people that i REALLY SAY that kind of stuff, everytime. AND yea i wont say THOSE in every conversation, ONLY to ppl i find are comfortable with me saying those stuff.

So don't judge me again. lol. U know, u dont really have to say confidently that,

"Hey, u are this type of person, so u wont be able to do this and that, u suck blabla"

"You only do this, u can do that? u sure, u seem this and that, i dont think u can do it"

would PISS the shit out of ppl, BUT Of course...it would give thee person more 'determination/courage' to do that CERTAIN TASK.
THe thing is, if they werent able to do it, it'll FEEL literally like SHIT.
But if they succeed, it'll feel as tho they killed HITLER with a wooden splint. 'Heh that was easy' kind of thing. AM I RITE?!. haha.

Not saying THOSE at all wud also save the embarrassment for both parties. SO THINK ABOUT IT.

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lol, i dont think anyone would really read DOWN till here, cuz im just a talker not a...DO-ER. So it sums up that Im actually BORing at times. Not much of an ACTION PACT person. I mean, where should i start. I won't go emo on this crap of cos. I shud find a way...always hope there is one.

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JUST MAKE ME 18 now. dammiiiiitt.
Gotta pay elroy's mom Flight Money asap. havent done it yet. argh.!

okok gotta sleep. getting darn late !

CYA

2008-10-26T03:36:00.010+08:00

yoo ppl.

last friday, 2 days ago, 24 OCT.

WAST HE Frigin A7x Concert. Superb.

AND FUCK i nvr took photos. But instead had VIDEOS.

INTRO of the performance.

Video quality not there, but hell, it was a frigin great intro, and performance.

Dint get to MOSH, cuz my BAG was dam heavy, i had school right b3fore the show, I rushed down to meet fiona and her friend at EXPO, luckiy we werent late. lol.

INTRO- GREAT man.

this is a clearer version, picked it up on youtube. ENJOY!

heres more from youtube. Haha hilarious, at the waiting line, they were singing a7x songs. at night, while i was queueing, they were shouting 'fuck you!' at the security guards, cuz we thot we were late, and they wont let us in lol. They Shouted 'Buutohh!' (idiot) also haha.

They wrote a song backstage b4 the performance, its freaking catchy, dam i like it.

Synyster gates' SOLO.

A7x - Bat Country (Live in SG)

A7x - Seize The Day (Live in SG)

The (supposedly) last song, which i forgot what they played, said goodnight everyone and stuff. den we shouted "we want more!" for like,...5 minutes?..

den THE REV came to the drums without us knowing, cuz it was too dark. He played 4 fast beats on the Hi-hat, thats when LITTLE PIECE OF HEAVEN STARTED. fking awesome, everyone screamed haha.

A7x - Little Piece Of Heaven (Live in SG)

Longer, full song. Quality is not bad/ Front row.

everyone was sporting, sang along. \m/.

They started off with Critical Acclaim, afterlife, den i think beast and the harlot, scream, man, lots.

M.SHADOWS. his voice is FKING AWESOME. fking awesome, seriously, blew my mind.
fking awesome screaming/goring or wadeva shit they call it. Its still awesome.

Syns' solo was spectacular. hope i cud meet/learn from him one day lol. Or better yet, be someone like him one day.

The Rev's SInging was spectacular, fking awesome too. Hitting high notes with screams, while playing his drums. DAm man. \m/.

SALUTE.

Went with Fiona and her friend CYRUS. i fogot how to spell his name but yeah!. cool guy.

cyrus didnt want to take pictures with us so yea haha.

TODAY.

went to meet BEN and DANIAL to watch, MAX PAYNE.

Awesome as well. not a bad show haha.

dont know what to say abt it.

i wud rate it 3.5/5

haha, ok gtg !

CYA PEEPS.

2008-10-24T03:04:00.002+08:00

Hello.

School is boring.
3 hours of drawing.

seesh, boring crap. At least its better, i get to draw humans now. :0

Animation Fundamentals is tml.

gotta sleep!

and man, gotta run alternate morning, for 6km frm now onwrds!

KTHNXBYE!

dasda

2008-10-09T20:06:00.003+08:00

I NEED CASH.

why do i need cash ??

ok lets see here.

NEW guitar (about 1200++)
TRIP to Thailand (600-800)
NEW pedal board casing (100-200)
Birthday celebration?? (600-700)
Other expected expenses (200)

lets add up the MAximum,

1200+800+200+700+200 = $3100.

how am i gona get that kind of money within...60 days. i really freaking wonder.

ok lets cut costs, Expected expenses to 100. Guitar, if there IS a 50% SweeLee SALE, mayb down to 600 for the GUITAR. Trip to Thailand down to 600. Birthday Celebration down to 500.

lets add it all up again.

600+600+200+500+100 = $2000.

What i have now.

100+150+30 = $280.

so lets see how much i need to earn.

2000-280 = $1720.

in 60 Days, how much i need to EARN each day.

1720/60 = $28.6666666666...

at least 30 dollars per day.

if i save, 5 dollars everyday from my pocket money, for 60 days.

60x5 = $300.

how much EXTRA cash do i need to EARN.

1720-300 = $1420

NOW how much do i need to EARN each MONTH (2) 60 days.

1420/2 = $710

What about each WEEK [round off](4) 30 days.

710/4 = $177.50

EACH day??? excluding pocket money.

177.50/7 = 25.37... round off to 26 dollars.

fcuk im screwed.
Really need to have a donation now. lol.

In fact, i still have SCHOOL within those 2 months, GYM every 3-2 days, Guitar at night, Homework everyday, i really wonder how am i gonna get that much money. Unless i freakin' GAMBLE. wtf.

Well, i gotta start savin' NOW.

i alrdy used up my PRICE MONEY from last year's competition. lol.

Am i thinking too far?. well yes i am. If I don't, I'll not be prepared for any of this, and things wont go as planned (as they always do). Dam, and fcuk the things that pops up half way, I'm not gonna fall for it.

I'm gonna find a job to do during my weekends.
Hopefully, some Promoter job that has a high pay.
And NOT some telemarketing. Wa Lou how can I learn anything from that, I don't know how it builds up my Resume, although its an EXPERIENCE to learn from but, I'm not looking for experience, I'm looking for MONEY, and I don't have much TIME.

I should start chanting for what i want now.

BOOYAH!.

TODAY---------------------

Had a STUDENT LEADER 'training' today.

Woke up early, but ended up taking CAB to NYP cuz i thot 930 was the timing, but realised at 845, it was 9am. oooooo fk!

WENT into the LECTURE HALL in Block C, LTC-1, ONCE i got in, i realised there was quite alot of ppl, like leaders from OTHER Schools.
Then the lecturer was like, to me when i just came into the room (At the Back of the HALL):
"Hey, welcome welcome!"
Everyone looked back at me. I had a BLUR+SHOCKED face. (0.0)
"Why don't you come down here don't be shy (Laughs)"
Den i just SMILE =D, sending a message that I'm shy Lol.
He went back to continue lecturing.

Again, when the lecturers asked, "who is in SIDM school here?"
Cuz i was finding my grp of leaders frm my school SIDM, coudnt find them cuz they didnt raise their hands. so i just raised up my hand knowingly that i have to introduced myself after that.

and so it was TRUE. they thot i was KOREAN but once i said my name they thot i was JAPANESE...den i explain abit now they know I'm SINGAPOREAN. Now all the leaders know my name. :0

After that was free breakfast, den somemore lecturing at the AUDITORIUM, den more free food. Made some friends, laughed here and there. Yawned a little, Learned quite a few pointers. FINISHED at 3.45pm.

DEN after that i went to GYM, signed in at 3.57pm! Did Jogging, Free Weights, Sit-ups, some bench-press and all that crap. Den signed out at 6.56pm. Wow, my longest GYM ever.

Now I'm Freaking tired, and i know by now u would be just as tired reading all my crap from start to here, UNLESS u scrolled all the way down here cuz u were tired to read what i TYPED as well.

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Well, sometimes i do talk alot. I talk alot in the sense where it can just drift to some other meaningless topics, nowadays. If I'm a boring talker, please do let me know :), its' hard to know WHEN to stop, UNLESS its already TOO LATE to take back what I've said once I've realised it. ahh fcuk that. haha x|

Sigh.

Luv my hair. Though it freakin' cost a bomb.

I think I'll stop here, THANX for reading!
Gonna drop dead on my PI-LL-OW!

2008-10-07T02:45:00.003+08:00

YO.

Burned my pocket today.

hate my hair since, i cut it in my Previous Late-Mid Semester.

saw my brother's friend's hair.

decided to do smth like his.

Cut,Perm,Dye,Highlight,Cut.

turned out smth like this

lol GET USED TO IT PPL.
cuz i love it.

yes i don smile.

No more HEAVY USAGE of WAX
No more LONG TIME SPENT IN toilet doing my hair
No more Comb
No more shortage of wax cuz im using a little onli

good investment dont you think ? xD

whenever i wash and dry my hair, it always looks like shit FLAT.
hated it.

now i feel better.

Did my hair at Kimage TODAY.

Spend 2-3 hrs doing the hair, the guy who did my hair stayed back even after the shop closes at 9pm, we were done at abt 10pm. thanx to him, and ben and danial for waiting for me. hahaha.

\m/.

HAVING an interview tomorrow at anderson road or some place, with a friend DAWN i met recently.

ok good luck to me.

cant wait to save money and go thailand.

woo!

ok gotta sleep and wake up by 630!

CYA PEEPS!

oh. AND LISTEN TO:
Norweigian Recyclings - 8 Become 1
Norweigian Recyclings - How Six Songs Collide.

and the whole album. it rox! MANY famous songs are mixed together to form a song.

ok gtg CYA!

2008-09-30T02:50:00.002+08:00

Oi ppl!

Finally got my bloody PAY!

Previous amount in bank: $67
Now : $461

awesome pay.

and i only worked...

3 Overtime, 1 halfday, 1 standard timing.

coooooooool.

NOW im saving up for a THAILAND TRIP ON 15 Dec to 20 Dec.
awesome.

man, but i wanna spend some cash on my hair.
i wanna, Bleach/DYE/perm lol.

my hair is too flat. x|

and i hate hair sticking to my face, and im sick of WAX.

and things im suppose to do for this HOLIDAY, didnt really do it, cause stuff keep cropping up and SPOILED MY MOOD. am still pissed whenever i think about it.

OH, and i did my MC at the CFG (Chapter Friendship Gathering)
lol, kind of F-ked it up.

The Pre-show, i F-ked it up real bad. and the MC, it was all so MESSY, cuz right after my screw up in pre-show, im still a lil' nervous cuz it was my FIRST EVER solo performance. Den i managed to carry on with much little nervous-ness later on. WHEN IT ENDED, it was the best day of my life, cuz i felt lots of burdern just jumped off my back, now im back to what i wana do for this HOLS.

and its to change my LOOK. Practice guitar. Train up my body. LOl :D.

to hell with my GPA. when my school starts. its all about...SCHOOL,GYM,MUSIC. thats all. no other UNNECESSARY DISTRACTIONS FOR ME. ...

and go for A7X concert! meet Synyster gates. learn. and leave. and go THAILAND. enjoy my 18th Birthday. blabla.

man. i gotta save up for alot of shit. i'll be careful not to spend on things i dont need.

...mm
AND IM still confused of what im gonna do...and how am i suppose to do it, and how i feel ABOUT IT.

g0d, punch me in the FACE.

ok gtg.

cya peeps!..

2008-09-19T00:27:00.003+08:00

ehhhyyyyy!

mm, recently, kept spending money.

Bought new
-Revoltage JEANS and SHIRT
-BOXERS and BELT
-WHITE STUD BELT
-PIERCING
-WORLD OF WARCRAFT (Normal and BC)
-NEW SPEAKERS
-NEW SOUNDCARD
-NEW EARPHONES
-NEW BAG

-Lastly,

AVENGED SEVEN FOLD TICKETS \m/ Hell yeah man!

Started Work on tuesday.
Tuesday did OT (OVER TIME)for the first day of WORK man.
from 9am to 12am. Made me sick.
The next day(Wednesday), went to work, only did from 9am to 2pm. They told me to go home and Rest cuz i was sick.
DEN, today,(Thursday) took sick leave. (went out with Liping Wheekok and Yuanyi) den went to SYC to discuss abt CFG(Chapter Friendship Gathering) MC script.

Tml, got work man..9am to 6pm(hopefully), good pay too ($7.50 per/hr). i heard they wanted everyone to OverTIme. x|...told my friends i'll meet them after my work! dam!.

ok gtg sleep now, cya all!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

wdwdw

2008-09-15T21:58:00.026+08:00

dododo.

had a heelll of a weekend.

Saturday-

Went to elroy's house for some jammin'

den went for Lunch!
den i went STraight to ICA for a CFG to take NOTES for MC-ing for my CFG. mm, carried my guitar the whole day!

den went straight HOME, bathe and come out again, it was 11pm.
went to Lionel's house for Felicia's 22nd Birthday party.
lol cool, his house has a BAR, well-ammoed with lots of different alchohols and mny other concoktion(dont know how to spell)
Then they bought lots of redbull, mix with martell or wat i dono, put it in a row like that

Den they did this!

haha cool.

den we had this, 'game' where there will be this medium container, Filled with LOTS of Martell and Greentea. put a thin cloth or/tissue paper (i think) den u put a 10cent coin in the middle. Den there will be 2 Grps, Guys and Girls.

Im in the guys' one of cos lol.

DEN, u smoke the ciggarite, and burn holes in the tissue paper/cloth, everyone taking part has a turn, alternate by male den female. The one who makes the 10Cent COIN DROP, will drink everything in the medium container, whether isit the ASH from the ciggarite or the tissue in it haha.

we lost.

so we take turns and drank it all with ice lol. my eldest brother drank the most.

anyway, after that my eldest brother, who went NS today, Let the birthday girl and every1 there, to SHAVE HIS HEAD outsidt Lionel's house.HAHA.

lol, the outcome. HEELLLLLL UNLEASHED

den we did this. for wad i duno.

deen, we PLAYED GUITAR HERO III

fking ownz man, for hourS!

den i went up and watched a show called, ANOTHER DATE MOVIE.
lame show but, quite funny.

Den went home at 7am. slpet till 11am, wake up and got ready to go to my Relative's WEDDING. dont kknow where the hell isit cuz i slept thru the whole ride there.

heres some photos

he wants to be an AEROPLANE.

He didnt want to get down after that. hahaha.

THAN, we head back, but me and my 2nd brother KENJI, went to Tampines SOKA Centre (TSC) for Chapter Friendship Gathering (CFG) Rehersal. till 11pm we came back, tired man.

Played guitar till 4am.

den sleep till 4pm the next day HAHA.

played WOW and Guitar till NOW.

and i got a FREAKIN' JOB YAY!.
Cheankiat, pm-ed me on msn, finding ppl for tml's JOB, 9am to 6pm. Something abt fixing phones i heard. Den i asked him i'd joined in, i need CASH IMMEDIATELY.

I might do something funky to my hair. hoho.

The Job's TOMORROW!. goota wake up at 6am, which i hadnt done for 2 months. LOL, I BETTER NOT BE FRkin' LATE!.

-AND i cant wait on wednesday for P _ _ _ _ I N _
(Pick a Letter)
(Solve the Puzzle)

I'll come with a picture after wednesday HAHA.

BYEBYE night!
cya peeps!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

2008-09-12T04:42:00.002+08:00

Just in case. If some of you people, may not know.

HIROSHI -- IS my REAL NAME.

Since i was freakin' BORN!.

CHEE -- IS my Surname

BOSHI/ in chinese 'Bo Shi' -- IS my chinese name.
(A Direct Translation of HIROSHI to Chinese)

I did not give myself that name.
no way.

thats too poseur.

dam poseurs.

My mom/dad Wrote to My Sensei/Mentor of my Religion Organization (SOKA Association) which is the 3rd President of SOKA Association, to ask of him to GIVE ME a name.

I am Full Singaporean. and thats all you need to know!.

There u have it.
CYA!.

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2008-09-08T05:05:00.014+08:00

HELLO.

meh.

finally comp is okay.
can play wow with frends.
lol.

ok nth much.

went out for seeshaaaaa recently with shah, suhaimi, me, danielle, rachel, liyana, and me. lol. First time, feel nothing really. hahaha

okok, last friday, went out with ben, to town to get his watch.
den met up with shah.
walking towards cityhall mrt, saw some of my Classmates from NYP, and den saw Huixian, whom i havent seen a long time. okay hello!. haha.
alright, nxt we met up with Elroy, went to bugis while i go to TAMPINES for a Prayer meeting.
haha den i went back to meet my friends at bugis after their Seesha, they were telling ghost stories when i got there.

elroy's father was coming to pick us up at Raffles Hospital, to home.
We didnt want to go home too early so we decided to psycho Elroy's father to bring us to places. Came up with Geylang and Changi HAHA.

ATE supper at Geylang, den went to Old Changi Hospital.
Lots of Bengs and Lians there, = =...and other social groups.
So Elroy's Father, Elroy, Ben, Shah and me were walking arnd OCH (Old Changi Hospital)...see nothing, felt nothing. nothing.

It was 1-2 am in the cold dark night.

so i took pictures. hoho

den went out. go to changi village, see bapo hahahaa. round the carpark 4 times.
FUN. anyway, went to eat some Dim Sum, den head home!!.

den play a bit of WOW and slept.

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TODAY, went to SYC (Soka Youth Centre)

Hmm, today i had to draft with my fellow MC, who does the Chinese translation of my script. AND something pissed me off this whole week.

lol, was looking forward to the F1 job that my friend assured me for.
was a very good deal. But my Chapter Friendship Gathering that i have to attend to be the MC for, is ON 28th September, which is the LAST day of the F1 event.
The F1 event is on 26, 27, 28!. Cuz of that i turned the interview down.
DAMN It i seriously need cash NOW. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. so pissed.

okay, now i just have to concentrate on being an MC for my CFG. and get that regret off my mind. shittzz.

-------
MUSIC

alright, Metallica's new Album - Death Magnetic. COOL.

I love its - 'The Day That Never Come', and 'Unforgiven III'... frkin AWESOME.

and dude!, i wanna get an S SEries Ibanez! This is one of their models

IBANEZ S570.

slim body. i like it.
but cost a bomb.

baahhh anyway.

hope i can get some cash sooon!!!!!!!!!!
mmm... wat else....

need some temp work!

ok, have been playing alot of wow recently....shud stop hahhaa.
Went to National Skin Centre, for my Eczema and my stupid acne on my face.

diagnos the thing on my face, some sibocelBLABLABLA. stupid doctor terms and wadeva crap lol. new medicine tho. hope it frkin works cuz its really, irritating to have it, duno what thing on my face!.

Eczema is still an irritant, hope it lessens soon, so i can go for my CCAs, and GO SENTOSA. fooooooooook, its been long since i went tanning and CCA. havin Eczema, i cant go under sun or sweat. hai....

hhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaattteeeeee what im feeling now.

ok gtg sleep.

CYA ppeeps

good morning!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

2008-08-30T00:12:00.002+08:00

my comp broke down.
right after my presentation.

but i managed to on my comp today. luckily it On-ed back on me on Wednesday morning.
so yea PHEW!.

but it may shut down anytime, and i wont be able to on it.

why does this hav to happen...jus after my last assesment.

Hols started and im stuck with a f-up comp.

...

asdasd

2008-08-27T05:51:00.003+08:00

My stupid face that i drew.

ahh....dont u just hate the last few days of school.
when they throw the exams and big projects at u.
and u have to sit at home all day just to do those stupid projects.

gah.

hate.
exams/final assesment.

My Final assesment.
3 weeks of hell.
Do research on Clarke Quay, Take pictures and draw on spot.
Print out pictures and do Detail Research on Clarke Quay.
Start to do ur Concept Development.
Various 'Clarke Quay's have been created.
Choose one of the best, do a Tonal in Pencil and Digital.
Paint ur Digital on photoshop, with Mono-Chromatic and Poly-Chromatic colors.
and do some stupid arranging stuff.

Then finally, print those out.... but i have to go out to print, ok i'll do it tommorow.

FUCKING GUess wwAAtt.

i got all the work done, cept printing them out.
My fucking comp cant on for the last 8 hours after i restart it cuz it was lagging.

it better fucking on before 2pm later. or i'll fucking die.

fuck this man.

oh wait, THATS NOT ALL.

Within those 3 weeks.
PORT FOLIO.

At least a 10 A3 sized Paged Port folio.
Include ur BEST works.
MAX 5 of ur School work.
and 5 or more of your OWN work (Original).

Today(Wednesday) is the last fucking day i can finish my fucking assesment.
and this fucking shit happens.

jus did 2 A4 works onli and i left LESS den 36 hours to finish...8 ?...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh i cant find my previous work i done in my secondary school.

help.helphelp.

asdasd

2008-08-13T01:27:00.014+08:00

hi, sorry for not posting!

Happy National Day! *waves singapore flag*

well NDP has ended, a relief, and a sad end, cuz the trainings i missed and regrets not mixing more with my group members, leaves me with a slight emptiness in me. hmm.

I have always have a Different Vibe when im in soka activities, i become the quietest person. Whereas in my SCHOOL(s), its a totally different story, its a homeground for my freedom of my expressions.

With my deepest regret, i wud like to apologize if i hadnt talked to u before, tho in the same group as me lol. And if u think im a weird guy who just really dont Talk much at all, no thats not me~. =/.

LAST YEAR's NDP was, actually a sad one, throughout the experience, and the last day. i dont know why i usually take stupid things seriously but i do, and that year, i was the only YMD in my group. The YMDs in my group got transferred to the YOUTH ITEM, cept me, EXCEPT ME. felt like fk. the reason why i wanted to go to the youth item, its cuz my friends are there, and for some other personal reasons.

THIs year's NDP..i wud say, wud also be a memoriable(sp) one. Atleast more interaction lol. BUT, DUE TO my school work and CCAs...whenever i go to Trainings, i would freakin YAWN my a55 off every minute, tired. And that wud be the reason WHY i'll be Damn quiet, im serious. When im tired i cant think straight, and become very lazy in the head, so all i think is, ... bed..bed..bed..bed..bed...

i dont even know half of the names of the people in my group, feel sad yeh.

Different people shows different sides of me.

ahh kay wth.

Back to School.
cant wait for HOLS DAMMIT!

------
Heres my work
Codid (Concept Development IDEAS) Final Assignment. Movie Poster with my own idea.

My Sub-poster

My another Sub-Poster

ok thats all i kept. Haha. oh wait drawing.

i'll post the ones that i think its worth putting up.

haha. its hard. really its hard to cope. :0 when ur a lazy guy who wants to do lots of things.

ok, dam tired, TODAY went to clark Quay to take pictures for my STUDIO PROJECT. gotta show 10 thumbnails of Clark Quay to my drawing teacher by THURSDAY.

had a little fun doing it.

we walked for, 4 hours, and taking pictures. dam boring.

anyway, dam i wanna learn AFTERLIFE SOLO!

dam hard but im doing it. IM DOING IT.

ok gotta go.

ciaoz!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

asdasd

2008-07-30T01:19:00.019+08:00

hello!!

sry for not updating, got alot of work to do!

CODID 80% done, pass up by Thursday
Design Fundametals 20% done, pass up by Thrusday
Color Theory 60% done, pass up by Wednesday

gawd man, due to this, im lacking of sleep, irregular eating and sleeping habits.

making my Eczema WORST EACH DAy, together with my acne. this is killing me.

anyway.

TODAY, went to polyclinic, waited for doctor for 1 and a HALF HOUR. WTF. another Half hour for making appointment for National Skin Centre, and collecting my MEDICINE.

went to lesson Late, reached aby 2.15 lydat.

every1 was like, eh i cudnt recognize u Lol. with my new hair cut.

AFter tat we ate, den went to Block Q for Color theory assignment.

den i was fetched by my father, den together with my brothers and my mum we went to Jurong POINT, some japanese buffet, was packed with ppl man. And they hav this bell thing that sounds when they are having a first come first serve of their Special Dish, first few will only be able to eat it, it was the first time there for me and i was like, looking at ppl running towards a queue to get the Special dish, so i followed lol. actually this is one of the best jap buffet i've ever went to.

heres are some pictures

and me making faces while my bro is snapping away.

Okay!! gtg do my work. man I wanna hav time to touch my guitar =/...i miss using it.

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

2008-07-10T23:08:00.005+08:00

wazza

man, today was a lazy day.

and found out that my CODID teacher was an old bastard.
He marked me all absent when i was only 20 minutes late for 3 classes lol.

now im getting a warning letter for debarrment.
wad an asshole.

...anyway

our visual audio storytelling teacher showed us this vid

Darth Vader being a smartass.

Darth Vader Rap.

after lecture, i went to gym at yio chu kang at 6.27pm lydat

did a 4.6k run, den did some weights on those machines, with 3 - 4 sets of each, 15 -20 rep. den i ran again, ran a 5.6k run, whao man, im freaking knocked out now.

tired man.

spend 3 hours in the gym lol, left at 9.20pm

ohoh and...

deyi wants me back for a service award, for Art Club.

ridiculous.

haha.

anyway it helps me to skip class for awhile lol.

ok im beat, gtg ppl, goodnite!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

aaa

2008-06-27T22:46:00.002+08:00

ooops, sry for not updating.

ahh recently last week, got another guitar by a loan frm a fren.

now here is the whole set (without the other guitars) of gear, including my brother's amp and single pedals)

B.C. Rich - NT Warlock. This pwns at metal man. love it.

been playing recently, and frm the unwilling and unexpected 2-3 weeks break from guitar, my fingertips' extra skin for the legatos and fingering is like nearly gone, so it hurts all over again, well just a little more den what i used to feel.

Learning - Master of Puppets WHOLE SONG(Metallica)
- Beast and the Harlot SOLO(Avenged Sevenfold)
- Technical difficulties INTRO(Paul Gilbert)
and currrently 'coming up' with a solo for my band's new song, which is waiting for me to create a solo for months now lol. needa learn more licks !, and practice practice practice!!! Memorize the pentationic scale frm minor to major, be able to play the licks simon taught me, memorize the Scale, nots on fretboard! lots to do!.

cuz of school i've not been sleeping well, and my eczema is coming back, AGAIN!. this time its getting a lil worse...
MONDAY, slept at 4.30, woke up at 6, go sch, come back,
Didnt sleep till WEDNESDAY 11pm, i was dozing off every 5 seconds, cudnt do my COLOR THEORY TEST PROPERLY!. so much work....gahhh...

at least the heat of assignments has gone down, now all i have to worry is to go for NDP TRAININGS and do my current assignments/project for VISUAL AUDIO STORYTELLING which i gotta redo cuz of wrg editting, the whole shit file.

some one shoot me in the face.

gtg ppl! cya!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

aaaaaaaaa

2008-06-18T02:23:00.001+08:00

i need to start on my holiday homework soon.

:0

sa

2008-06-09T01:16:00.005+08:00

friendster is slow as shit.

ahh, HOLS HAS FRIGGIN STARTED THANK GOD(gohonzon) lol.

On friday, met with some of my old friends from Primary school! Catholic high school!
went to our former form teacher's house before she left for the States with her american husband lol. their kids are dam cute hah. anyways heres some pictures.

SAT
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Previous Sat , after the last day of sch, well so called the last day b4 hols started, met up with NYP SD people, for the freshman orientation lol, AT SENTOSA.

half way while heading to toilet, saw a grp of my frisbee friends!. great to see them!. talked for awhile den met them later after my orientation.

a few games at the orientation and lunch, den we stayed on and went to siloso Beach.
Did i mention that it rained the whole friggin morning, like REALLY ALOT MAN. x0, cant touch the sand and get a suntan for awhile. anw it stopped at mid afternoon.

went to find the frisbee ppl, talk and play here and there, passes arnd disc and stuff ^^, den i left with some of the NYP SD, i gotta go home and get my flags for my NDP Practice, i CABBED TO MARINA omg wth. cost me 6-8dollars. = =.

Seems that i dint miss much of the NDP steps. xD

thigh muscles are aching frm wednesday's PT lol.

ok gtg peeps!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

sfsdg

2008-05-29T02:18:00.002+08:00

hai..

Im so packed with assignments!

missed all my CCAs this week!(sry guys!)

man, i need more time, cant even touch my guitar for awhile if not i'll dragg the time and wont do my homework.

haven come up with a solo yet (sry yeesiang!)

ahhhh
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relax time

Sungha Jung - More Than Words

Sungha Jung - Rylynn (Originally from Andy Mckee)

Prodigies. :0... its full instrumental btw!

Thursday night, Match of the Century, Amos and his friend VERSUS Darryl and Hiroshi in a match of Dawn Of War DARK CRUSADE!.

i still haven done finish my CODID MODULE ASSIGNMENT. Ohhhhh $#@%! asdjnfkjwkfan!!!$ !@#$$#%!#$

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

sfsdg

2008-05-20T02:05:00.010+08:00

hELLO.

today, well, we had our first DMD04 Class BBQ for 3 of our classmates!
happy birthday ken amos and jingwen!.

heres are some photoos.

me eating my arse off.

Grp photo

They wanted to touch my hair man

another grp photo

me and theh birthday girl

was cake-ed by Amos

Amos u watch out dude.

As u can see, we were dirty playing. the 2 birthday boys got water bombed by me and hongwei, and we all 5 got caked dude xD. fun day. we'll do a serious one to u guys when we're in east coast park/pasir ris park, we'll throw water bombs at ur FACE! XD, if the guards at the condo hadnt stopped us we wud hav showered the whole condo bbq pit xD.

ahh dam, hadnt done my work, cu guys!.

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

2008-05-15T22:47:00.001+08:00

Fcuk i lost my N81 8GB.

and fcuk that person who stole it.

sdgdfg

2008-05-12T00:35:00.003+08:00

SEE THIS! xD
Hilarious ^^

User: jonlajoie

Breathing Commercial

Life Lessons

Rapist Glasses Commercial

Mysteries Of the Universe

enjoy!

dfg

2008-05-11T00:49:00.004+08:00

ok lets lay it out!.

Monday - school, Kickboxing till 930.
Tuesday - school, Frisbee till 930.
Wednesday - school, Judo & Frisbee till 930.
Thursday - School till 6, NDP Training at Kranji till 930.
Friday - School till 1, Guitar lesson 6-7.
Saturday - NDP Training at Kranji 630 till 930
Sunday - 2-4 Jamming(usual) or 11am to 4 -6pm? for homework discussion.

wheres my free time. haha.

This is CRAZY.

i hope i dont get kicked out of NYP for not doing well for my modules cuz im starting to think that im not doing as great as i think i am. hurr.

They're gonna kick ppl out who dont do well for this course (Digital Media Design) as the intake for this year has the most throughout the 11 years of DMD in NYP.

hmm.

anyway,

I GOT MY NEW Multieffect pedal man!
BOSS GT-8

I bought it from my guitarteacher simonlai
yeaa, so here is it. lol.

cant wait to jam with it.

ahhhh havent done anyhomework lately too =x
AND I MISSED FRIDAY's Visual & Audio Storytelling Lesson!!
Fcuk~~~ i overslept, x|, i btr get an MC soon!

ok anyway i gtg sleep now, gotta meet up with vincent for commskills presentation! , cya all!

Night peeps!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

fdfa

2008-05-02T00:08:00.002+08:00

YYaaaaallooo!

man, this is a tiring week.

Monday had Kickboxing!

Tuesday tried DragonBoating!

Wednesday had Judo! den had makeup lesson which i slept thru. lol

den today!, muscles ached all the way man, went to meet up with chonghwee yifeng kianwee roman tonghwee zhengkai marcus liyi for dinner, to celebrate chonghwee's birthday, at SAKURA, paid 30dollars for the food man! it was, a lil worth it i guess x|. Den later we met Gavein Gerald and Jianyue at Funan there, den meet Yongjun at suntec, .... den go home :O, lol.

dam long since i'ved seen them.

hai, its gonna be a verry busy life for me frm now on 0.0 ...

wish me luck!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

121

2008-04-26T00:20:00.004+08:00

yo guys.

its been a tiring week.

somehomework wasnt finished.

my CODID Module presentation wasnt gud., didnt prepare.

slept late for mny days.

Foriegn Bodies' audition, i screwed up alOTT.

crap lol. only today was good.

Today (april 25) had Friday Rendevous at SYC [SOKA Youth Centre], performed with BRAVEPAPER!
Songs we played for the 1st part:
Avenged Sevenfold - Seize The Day
MatchBook Romance - Monsters

Songs we performed the 2nd part:
Avenged Sevenfold - Seize The Day
Fallout Boy - Suger We're Going Down

inbetween i did miss notes, but the solos, im happy with what i did. lol.
Tht wud be my satisfaction for now.

The other bands performed today also did very well!. ^^.

alright i needa sleep now, freakin tired.

Cya peeps!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

cdcd

2008-04-21T02:52:00.008+08:00

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shit, im so busy.

Saturday, meet up with liangyu elroy and ben for FORBBIDEN KINGDOM.
Wad a nice show, frkin cool.

anyway, after that went to NDP Practice. ,frm 6.30 to 9.30, was VERY Beat.
while going home i slept in the train and missed 4 mrt stops. lol. when i woke up, and went home, it all felt so slow, and time passed very fast. i was like wrecked after the "head-down" sleep. neck hurts.

, On Sunday, directed Danial to my house to help me carry the Bass Amp to go to TSC tampines, while i carry my pedals and Guitar amp, we reached there by TAXi, turns out the jamming room has equipments. .....................

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.................

:o.... we were told to bring our own. ends up we used their equipments.

it was good equipments too tho.

heres the jamming room in tsc.

amps, got to use their line6 Multi-effect pedals. WHooo!

heres a lame shot of my thighs and guitar.

we spend abt 4 1/2 hrs there, hardcore man. 2pm to 6.30pm

Den we head to tampines mall to have our dinner.
i took a cab home again, we walked 1 round the tampines mall/mrt/interchange, finding the Taxi Stand, carrying all the amps and pedals with the help of danial and yeesiang.

ahh, still have work to do!! communiccation skills project and 4 other assignments to complete in 1 and a half day. crap, some1 shoot me.

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

dddd

2008-04-19T01:31:00.002+08:00

yooo ppl!

haa, Today's club crawl, cant find most of the sports clubs, either that or im jus blind. Club Crawl is some kinda CCA Orientation in NYP.

met with grp mates in the afternoon to get their assignments so that i cud pass it up. den wen to club crawl..

I wrote my name down on JUDO, Foriegn Bodies, and Guitar Club, LOl. The guitar club thing, was jus accompanying my friend into it. i cud learn new stuff tho. Foriegn Bodies, dance grp, i dont even know whether i can dance well. haha. give it a try anyway -i've always wanted to dance XD.

went to sweelee after that, with ken, den met YeeSiang on the way lol, wad a coincidence, den met Miaolong at sweelee, another coincidence. DEN i met my eldest brother Friend, Marilyn lol. I still hav other encounters with friends i've haven seen, at NYP today.

qiao.

ahh, tml im gonna watch forbidden kingdom. well hopefully. cuz i gotta leave at 5.30 to go to NDP practice :O...

MAN my fringe is IRRITATING. Im so tempted to cut it. Its not even the right length, and not at the length of my side burns. and it keeps getting into my mouth. ugh, i wanna cut banks, not those super straight ones, but those with uneven length that touches my eye brows. (:, shud i ?

anyway.

gtg sleeep.

cya peeps

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

aaaaaa

2008-04-18T04:33:00.002+08:00

wakao!.

i got dunowat 5 assignments to complete?

all of it requires drawing and thinking.

this is really a damn drawing intensive course.

my head is bursting.

gotta pass a 5page assignment, express your mood thru colours on each piece of paper.
i took 6 hrs lol, i just stopped doing it. :O

ppl i talk to on msn, they said their course have no assignments, or some jus 1 or 2.

x|...am i in the right course Lol.

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anyway, gotta meet up with my grpmates so that they can pass me their work and i can pass up everyone's work tgt, and den go to Club Crawl!

ok gotta slp now man. i will post the work i done when this stupid blogger gets its uploading picture error thing fixed, =x

nite peeps!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

dsa

2008-04-15T20:15:00.003+08:00

Whhaaaa, yesterday, woke up at 7.30am

Firstday of school.

Only had lesson at 10am to 12pm for Communication skills.

After dat, i brought almost the whole class to IOI Plaza's Art Friend, arnd bugis there, to get the rest of their materials. Luckily we called the art friend earlier to Reserve the colours, they told us that alot of ppl were finding those Gouche paint colours HAHA. too bad for them =x. Buttt anyway, after buying the stuff over there, went alll the way to Bhras Basa (or however u spell it) Art Friend to buy the rest of the materials.

After that we split up and went home, for me i called yeesiang whos workin at national library which is nearby, to kinda hangout and chill abit, after his work.
Went to sweelee, paradiz centre, cathy cineleisure at DG, we were kind of lookin thru the place which has guitar shops, lookin at guitars of cos, man i wanna buy a semi-acoustic! Im gonna teach myself guitar slappin' !!! x|

Den we split up and went home after everything, i went to J8 to get some Shilin(Orrr however u speelll it) for DinnnnER. dam hungry., reached home at 8-9pm lydat i think.

---And thruout the journey my bag was stuffed with notes and, 105dollars worth of Gouche paint tubes. gawd it was torturing carrying it around, with all the weight on one arm :O....---

and the 5 Assignments! NOT DONE!, quickly bathed, on the TV and the comp, and start drawing.
whenever i got out of my chair, my whole body is dam tired
i drew till 3am-4am [im still not done with the drawing],
when the nxt day i hav to wake up at 8.30am x|.

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Which i did, 8.30am, i was still beat. weent to school at 10.30am,
Attened the lectures, lessons, lectures again till 6PM.

Was dozing off in lesson man. tooo damm tired...

den at 6 when everything is done i still hav to collect money for Class Lockers, Gouche Paint, tracing paper (which we bought for $80+ for 500pieces). lotsa shit to pay man. luckily my mates helped me in organizing all the payments, if not i si liao.

oh and i stupid-ly brought all the colour theory materials today. so i gotta carry it arnd like a fool. Brought the 3stacks of Catridge paper as well, omg manz. I dying soon. Tmml gotta wake up at 5.30am.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

gota bathe.

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

asgsg

2008-04-14T01:04:00.004+08:00

wha today.

SUayy.

woke up arnd 11.30 by yeesiang's call.

den ate lunch and met my band 15min late at 1415.

brought my brother's bass as well.

we took 15-30minutes to retune everything, sometechnical problems.
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ok everything settled, we decided on the songs to perform:
Avenged 7fold - Seize the Day
Matchbook Romance - Monsters
FallOut Boy - The Take Over, The Break's Over.

Today we jammed a new song which is Matchbook Romance - Monsters at the last 30minutes of jam time,

Guess what happened, as the song goooes into the Bridge, my guitar was okaay...
BUT JUST before the Solo comes in~, my guitar just *poof* no sound. (I was like shouting my head off lol, saying fk everywhere =x) But the band continued playing, Humming the Solo out haha, while i was still at "WTF!" mode, I REALlly wannted to play the solo! x|, in the end i did with the Rhythm Guitarist's guitar, while he Humms out his Part of the song hahaah.

Found out that i needed to change my Jack, it was disconnected or smth, got it repaired at peninsular, AND also bought a Black Skinnies there too XD.

now i've got smth to wear Tml for my first day of schooooool. Hope i don get lost ! x|.
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My 2nd brother left for Taiwan alrdy~, for NS OCS thinggy, his last words before his departure was,

"Take care of my fish".
lol, which i usually dont.

aaanyway, man i goota gett a new bag for my new school life and stuff! x| got some cash frm my mom, Final-lleeehhh!

okk gotta sleeep now! bye peeps!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

gagaeg

2008-04-12T23:25:00.006+08:00

hahaha

DEYI PWNED TANJONG KATONG IN SYF BAND.

\m/.

12.30pm..

RAINED HEAVILY like shhhhiiiaat!
made ben wait for me for an hour lol.

den went to Fareast at Orchard to get a PESCADO Bermuda for each of us.
den went to meet weekiat at kallang mrt to go to National Stadium for SYF.

had to skip NDP Practice today =x...

and yea, Tanjong Katong, Deyi rivals, got Gold with Honest.
DEYI Secondary school, got Gold With Honest, Best Drum Major award, and Best Band Display award!.
When they announced that, Deyi was like cheering n cheering, while Tanjong Katong which is just behind us, was standing with their mouth shut lol. And the rest of the stadium was quiet i think?? loool
The best band display award is a 30k education incentive and something else if im not wrg, too bad im not in deyi anymore lol. Now those ppl in deyi gets a official holiday frm the principal due to the hard work the band has put in into the SYF.

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11pm...

Came home and saw our 40 inch screen in our living room! lol at the Big bird =x

and my 2nd brother will be using the 20 inch for his leisure temporarily :O
(Its a Soccer channel)

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Ate a 6dollar hokkien mee after the SYF thing for dinner. :O, what a sin lol, but it was veeery nice XD!.

ahh, tml's jammin'. Its been 2 weeks since i jammed with the band. OKGO!

anyway, gtg bathe, cya peeps!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

dsddd

2008-04-12T03:21:00.003+08:00

YO.

wassup dudes and dudettes.

ORIENTATION WAS A BLAST!
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Literally.

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|1st day,|
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met up with jasmine and hazel at yck mrt, to go orientation.
deennn, we seperated and went into our individual grps, well not totally cuz they both get to be in the same grp lol. Their course intake is 4 times lesser den DMD so, lol. ok anyway, my grp is verry quiett,...hmm =x. Becamee theee IC of my group eventually.

;Hate the responsiblity, but hey, wads the harm doing smth that u dont usually do, instead i can gain some experience eh?!. xD. Was a PSL(Peer Support Leader) in my Secondary school, quiet to roudy!. But abt 2-3 years in it, i drifted away, cuz it seems that they cant have some1 that keeps breaking the long hair rules. hahaha. not a good role model for the students.

AAaaannyway, Im formally a Quiet child, well only at my "Mid-Life" (if u consider my 17 years as my entrie life), when i was arnd primary 3 and Below (haha) i was quite of a happy go lucky child, till "FATS" destroyeed my CONFIDENCE Hahhaa. My brothers started to tease me, Friends as well, teachers, girls get away frm me, well u know how it feels. It felt like shit and hell. Past will always haunt me man, u know when u're just sitting there, den something reminds u of ur past and shit, u think of it and bla bla all that crap comes to mind and u felt as if u were FAT yesterday lol. Well, its a decision of mine to slim, don sidetrack that thought any second,.. always keep that inmind.
-when I go arnd, happened to look at Obese ppl, EATing snacks. I feel like i wanna scold them in their face. uhh.. :O

okay anyway back to orientation lol.
It was okay, some1 managed to escaped mid-day of the 1st day orientation.
Managed to know some ppl too!.
Attendence was: 20

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|2nd Day,|
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Duddddde.
well its time for the IC to liven up the grp, but i was too lazy and blank-minded to do anything at the time so it was a failed attempt. We have to make a cheer, find a grp name, discuss the concept of the duno-wat stupid board painting and stuff. We came up with the concept SEA CREATURES (lol). And when we're trying to get ideas of the grp names, a name hit me, ZEALOUS, a word which i have no idea what it means. I just wrote it down. I gave the list of names to every1 and ask them to vote, in 2 minutes i get back the paper and there u hav it!!! ZEALOUS is our name. ^^. Zealous means Diligent, Devoted, Motivated, as said in the dictionary. whao that was very lucky of me. x|. i was hoping a word with a meaning like that wud come into mind.

den mid-day, another student managed to escape frm the orientation also.
den played 9 stations! grp vs grp , i had to say, it was FUN! the CHarade was fun too, i was the one doign the actions and got the team tied =x. (i had the last answer on me but i din know) lol.

Attendence was, 14? i fogt.

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|3rd Day,|
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I got a lil sick, and felt that i got off at the wrg side of the bed.
lol, was in no mood to Talk to any1 =x.

we met in the canteen, to do our boards, and found 1 guy and 5 girls. den another 3 girls came. so the Attendence was 9.

9 out of 23 came. now thats how enthusiastic our grp is :).

what can i say. We made do of it, we managed to finish the day with our thick skin, described our boards to the crowd(the Freshies of SIDM[School Of Interactive Digital Media]), danced our cheer and ran off the stage. We did okay, din won anything but it was a relief that the orientation was over. NOw, i gotta cater to those who dint come for the orientation, gotta msg them, worry and tell them wat to do *.* ... lol, my AIC like not doing anything, rite Darryl? haha. I need some load off my back, so guys help me! I still got NDP practice to attend, Guitar to practice[and i practice it every frigin day], lessons to attend. ahhhhhhhhhhh. save me.

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As for guitar, now i must just memorize all the C D E F G A Bs off the whole fret board. and all the 6 strings. den i'll be tought the Moddes and why CAGE system is impt and stuff. Hoope i dont stray too far off, and lack in my so called "Art skills". And hope i cud MANAGE this DRAWING INTENSIVE COURSE which they exclaimed it to be.

AS FOR CCA,...well my 2nd brother was in JUDO, i might go there, lol. well i want smth to get me in shape, and was adviced dragon boat, my friends said their gays in there and stuff. Shit im freaked. uhhhh.....so martial arts or...dance or sports? which which which wwWWHWIiiiccchhchchchchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?!?!?!?!??!!?!?

help me. i need friends to folo me in as well.

sdmf;sneg;ajerpgbaegbaekjgbk;erjvb;kadejbrvk;aejb;kajbaek;bjg

TOMORROW
< i dont know whether its spelled correctly but heck lol,
its gonna be a hectic DAy, Town in the Noon, SYF in the mid-day, and NDP Practice in the NIGHT. I'll be beat for the day after tml's Jamming Session. we'll be choosing songs for the upcoming performance at SYC Friday revendous 25th APRIL. PLS come and see me play! and don tell me that u're comin, and bringing ur frends, or family, or both lol. I'll get nervous x|

okok, time to sleeep!

oh btw, i watched a midnight show jus now!
"STREET KINGS" with
Keanu Reeves.
With my brothers and his friends.
COOL SHOW, go watch it!

ok gtg slp bye all!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

dfsdf

2008-04-05T00:20:00.028+08:00

was so lazy to write blog. lol

anw =x...mm, dont know when to start.

ahh who cares what i did the previous days lol
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I did a performance with Yeesiang(Vocals), Serene(Vocals), ZhengYi(Rhythm Guitarist) and ME (Lead Guitarist), at Senja last sunday!. Stayed over at serene's hse Before sunday which is Saturday!.

drank some Jack Daniels at sat night at her hse with yeesiang and zheng lol

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AT SENJA! Morning Gongyo

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On sunday, At jamming session at TIET at outram park!

BRAVEPAPER is the band's name. 25th April, we wil be performing at Friday Revendous!
watch us out!

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and YEA, i got selected for This year's NDP! Tml's my first NDP rehersal! cant wait !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, yeeesiang's gonna come my hse and borrow my J.Suzuki Fender Strat Model, lol. ok nth much.

^^, my complexion is doing good, only a pimple at my right Cheek, the rest is all quite smooth, but theres lotsa SCArs ! X|, and i still hav Redspots under my skin! dam it, go away spots! _|_. and my HAIR, man lol, another 3months, i shall cut my fringe away to a banks. haha, and i wan my hair to be STRAIGHT DAMMIT! =x

ok gotta slleeep now lol

cya ppeeeps!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

sfaf

2008-03-24T02:31:00.002+08:00

oops.

sry for not updating. =x

anyw.. quite a number of things happened this week.

Had to help out in my previous school DEYI SECONDARY in painting the Props for them.
Stayed back on Tuesday wednesday thursday, and saturday, frm like 12 to 6, while on sat is 10-11. lol.

Went Cabal Event on Friday, it was actually fun, too bad i cant stay for long so, i went back to bishan to cut hair, turned out that i hav to wait 1 hr for my turn ( iwas so pissed off x|), pissed at both my hair (b4 haircut) and the time that i hav to wait.

After the haircut i rushed home and clean up myself abit and den head out to punggol for my guitar lesson, and when i reached there, the lesson just finished, i was like fK!....

den went home. :O....

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On sat, after i paint abit of the prop, i went sentosa with shah ben jiahao, lotsa babes of cos. lol, den we played soccer with some random ppl we met and lost. XD...it was fun tho, my freakin hair was flying across my face and i cudnt see shit.

Had a lil sunburn, despite the fact that we only spend 30 minutes in the sun, and the rest under the clouds, who wudve known that there'll still be UV ray lights =x...

The toilet was dam packed when we decided to wash up and go, so we make use of the public tab, the one pointing towards the ground, for washing our hair and body, not stripping ourselves entirely of cos. haha, while the other ppl are lining up for the shower.

was DAmmm litargic after the whole thing, we all still went to meet up with elroy hweeying and justina. yep, after the whole thing we head home.

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Today~, i was early for the first time meeting my band members. yepyep, we practiced our usual songs, show to each other what "songs" they wrote themselves, to use it as a base for writing our own songs.

went to KFC after that, 2pcs chicken meal ^^.

Met my 2brothers and my mum to buy smth at SIM LIM, den head out to Jurong East there to eat at some Japanese restaurant, all i can say is that, their fried tofu sux :O, i'd rather eat at Sakae Sushi x|. All in all was good i guess?, i wasnt in the mood of gobbling wadeva's there, or very hungry. I was sooo tired frm Yesterday's soccer, the fatique is killing me!...im still tired now. x|

ok gotta chant and sleep alrdy, byebye!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

hdhdhd

2008-03-09T00:22:00.005+08:00

hey people!

First of all, i wanna thank everyone for voting for me and brother's dustbin!.
Dustbin B18

We got in FIRST! amoung the 88 bins ^^.

It came out in the papers on March09, which is yesterday.

On Home section straits times !!
My brother is the one kneeling down next to the dustbin.
(The dustbin is under his name so he's the one who collected the prize)
He's the one with the ideas and connections, Im just the designer. lol.

anw THnx again!

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Today went to IT fair, was super crowded. My mum bought a SAMSUNG 40 Inch LCD TV for $1799~, man its cheap. It was said that it was cost-ed at 2.3k arnd beginning of this yr.

Den my brother wud get the Current 26Inch tv for his comp and i'll get his 19 inch comp screen x|, i get the things passed down, sucky doesnt it.

soooo crowded!. lots of hot girls too. lol.

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and yes i got my NYP enrollment letter! AT LAST!. officially in NYP's Digital Media Design.

See you guys there, whoevers' at NYP ^^.

-Ance came back again, fk, and getting worse!

anw, thnx again ppl for voting ^^

gotta sleep now!
bye peeps!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

fsfd

2008-03-07T00:33:00.002+08:00

yooo ppl!

yesterday (March05)

played abit of Cabal, currently lv 44 Blader nick-x0ah, Mercury Server. XD

anyway, after that went to meet shah to accompany him to Bhras Bhasa, to Art Friend to get his Hair colour spray and Facepaint for Friday's Sports Day.

After that went to bugis junction for dinner, at KFC. It was Packed!. crowded. shah Went to stare at this 2 Supposely maids, silently cursing them to faster eat. Yea in the end got the seats and called for a 2 piece chicken meal each, and they only hav drumsticks left! omfg. no thighs left. No curry sauce summore. wa lao.

after dinner went to bugis street awhile, den went to angmokio to meet up elroy for a few games of pool.

den left for h00me !

and Play cabal again :O...played till 8am this morning (March06) XD.

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

hrthrh

2008-03-02T20:35:00.002+08:00

helo evry1.

=x hate rain.

anyway.

yesterday, simon my guitar teacher had a guitar workshop going on, so me miaolong and audrey -also students of simon, went for it. The whole thing is 12pm-5.30pm...and yea we sat thru the whole thing lol.
Simon Lai was up first, following was Brandon Gan, den was one guy(fogot his name) lol, and the next Paul Danial if im not wrg, den Simon Yong, and den Rosli Mansor.

They gave us great tips man. lol great musicians.

anyway, after that went to meet up with my 2 brothers and my mum at Fish&Co. at Suntec city, hoho Fish&Co's my favourite place to get a full stomach. The Seafood Platter for 2 ironically satisfies more den 2 haha.

den went to Carrefoir or however u spell it.

TODAY.

Went to jam with my band, Serene our bassist din feel weelll so left with me LeadGuitarist, Zheng Yi RhythemGuit, YeeSiang Vocalist, Danial Drums. Brought some pedals, lend frm my bro, ...it didnt sound that good cuz there was a little interruption with the equipment x|...anyway, ended well.

After that i went to get my FEDORA, at FourSkin at Heeren. And bought a Black Chain with a Black Dice w/ Diamond dots to go along with the Fedora.

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Ahh, gotta work on my JapanX - Endless Rain SOLO. XD.

lol i only post my blog when i had an exciting day =x, or at least, something to talk about.

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

dsadad

2008-02-23T15:26:00.002+08:00

hellooo.

i wanna giv ae shoutout!. Happy Birthday to HUIXIAN(22Feb) & DANIELLE(23Feb).

hope u both had a great birthday!.

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2days ago (21Feb), went out with ben and shah at town to get some stuff.
den after that i went to met with huixian and winnie at tampines.

den yesterday went to meet jiahao ben elroy hweeying shah liangyu at marina square/dhouby gaut, they had something to buy, after that went to ParkMall's Fish & Co. to meet up with Danielle's gang, to celebrate her birthday. yea it was fun, great food too. Shud have ordered other food thou -the Black pepper stingray was nice but too little haha.

WEnt straight home after that to catch the CABAL. managed to reach lvl 10 after 1 hr i think. lol. den they shut down the server.

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meh, hav to wait till March to get the enrollment letter for NYP and Rp. see where i'll go.

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

dasfafg

2008-02-20T03:48:00.003+08:00

woke up "yesterday" 19feb

saw my missed calls and smses.

wow, i got posted to Sports & Exercise Sciences in Republic Poly.
A course which i did not put in my JAE list.

but anyway, im still waiting for JPSAE results. don know whether i'll be getting in or not.

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anyway, i went to NSC (National Skin Centre) to check on my Eczema and Acne.
We spend alot of time in the doctors office, as the doctor called another more experienced doctor, supposely the Head of the duno wad lol, to come check on me.

WEll he was fast at the diagnosis, and confirms the Doctors prescription on me. The "experienced" doctor said to me "can i bring in a student to examine you?" i was like, uhh Lol, sure 0.0.

Was quite funny, im like a sample. Den i showed my eczema to the student and he goes silent, mummbling to himself while the doctor asked him what "kind" is this or smth. dont really know what they're talking abt haha. Science Language.

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den after NSC, went to mustafa with my mum and den wen t to sakae sushi with eldest brother and issac.

hai, nothing much happened.

anyway congratz to those who got into the course they wanted! and good luck to those appealing!

CYA!

(Got my Closed Beta Key for Cabal on sunday!. yeeeeaaa, after 2 years of waiting :O)

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

hey!

2008-02-16T21:48:00.006+08:00

got my new phone baybeh!.

tho not that gud, but its not bad~.

NOKIA N81 8G. great for music and games. and a basic 2 megapixel camera. i dont mind at all ^^. price was like 368 plus ugrading my line~.

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Yesterday had lesson with simon, ehh found out the reason why he quit MG thru my brother's friend x|, aahh anyway, realised LOts of stuff now, was a valuable lesson that day~.

Now i shud jus memorize every key on the fragboard. XD. i shud work on it soon too x|. Train on my speed now, hopefully wud be as fast as Simon! XD, and dayum! i wanna learn Jimmy Hendrix's LITTLE WING. its a freakin' cool song!. gona try my best to learn it :D.

The LITTLE WING song can be heard in my Imeem at the top left og my blog, A cover by SKID ROW, an old rock bad xD.

First heard the cover by G3- Joe Santriani, Steve Vai and Yngwie Malmsteem.

God :O

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Today my father went back to china to work =x

anyway.

he was told that i have a VERY slim chance of getting into Nanyang Polytechnic. ah, i hated that ang mo lecturer anyway. now im asked to go to NAFA to try out whether i can get in.

and im not so sure, cuz i dont really "like" nafa, tho that shudnt part of the consideration. mm not sure as well.

i was adviced to go to NS first, den do my studies During my NS and den go to poly.

and i might go there too.

:|

my eczema is getting worse. and my acne is coming back. this is a shit year for me.

~.~

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Tml's my jamming sesson with da band x|
the band name is comin' up soon!
XD, hopefully by next yr we'll go public, one of our member is having his Olvls this year =x, so cant really cram his timing.

jus love it when i step into the jamming room. XD

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

sss

2008-02-12T00:15:00.000+08:00

eeeelo!

chinese new year was gr8t.
almost all my older relatives cant recognize me.

lol.

collected the same old amount. not gona tell.

dam gota pay some ppl back =/

ahh anyway, today i had my interview.
itt wass kind of sad to me tho. wasnt prepared.
only brought my N lvl and O lvl works.
my father forced me to bring me other sketches done WAYY back in primary school -more like Plot-planning kind of thing, spend duno how mny years drawing those books. (Stick man) HAHA.

anyway, gona call the person who interiewed me "yesterday", and tell her i wanna show her my previous doodles in primary school. ~.~

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And dammit~, my eczema is back. I think i dint eat enuf fruits. i jus realised it. lol. Fk its really dam itchy, and its appearing everywhere on my body. i cant take it!. x| THats why u guys must eat properly, and dont end up like me. xD.

okkayy. -acne is kind of gone but, theres lots of pimples scars or some crap on my face that wont go off. red spots. =/ sheeeeet meeen.!

chant chant chant

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

fdf

2008-02-08T00:57:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year again!

collected many angbaos.

and quite a few ppl cudnt recognize me.

-"Hi auntie/uncle , xing nian quai le"
"ah xing nian quai le, ni shi... ???"
-"wo hiroshi (:"

Thats when they give a shock face.

"yi qian ni hen yuan yuan chubby chubby de, xian zai sou le hen duo!"
"wha i couldnt recognize u man"

haha.
they said everyyear, i keep changing my style XD, or looks.

but i get leesser money den my brothers =/

Learned some mahjong today too lol.

Bleh, my brothers saw my blog and remembered abt the FLAMING LAMBO
Reach home and tried it.
and Gosh im fcuking red now. 0.0

RED RED RED. i can faint anytime haha. Blood Rush Blood rush Blood rush!

ok i gotta rest for tml

bye peeps!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!

ff

2008-02-07T03:08:00.000+08:00

suay man lol
cant get my white straight cut.

jeez
anyway

went to uncle house for Reniunion Dinner.
nth much =/

my brothers wanted to giv me try this Flaming Lambo, nvr tried b4 but lol, they 4got abt it

After the dinner, me and my 2 brothers and my eldest brother's friends went to watch this show

AH LONG PTE LTD. (sry the picture abit small)

not a bad show, i guess around 7/10 rating IMO.
haha, had some laughs here and there. Mark lee is hilarious at his acting~. Fann wong is nt bad too!. If u wanna know more go and watch it!

ok, later 8am gota kaikan(or wadeva u spell it) for morning gongyo den .. visit ppl alrdy!. ANgbaos! haha, ok gtg byebye ppl!

^^and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO THOSE WHO BOTHERED TO MESSAGED ME Lol. And to the u all readers!!

ok byebye peeps!

Hiro Signing Off, Peace Out!